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Y/N's POV, May 6th 1994

It was almost two weeks since that chat in the dressing room between Nikki, Tommy, Mick and myself and nothing else had been said about it, everyone was just getting on with it.

I hated waiting for something to happen but I also knew I had let this happen naturally, you couldn't force Nikki to see reality, he had to see it himself.

There wasn't a show tonight, we'd had one last night and for that show, Nikki had gone onto a local radio station the day before as we were meant to have two shows at the same place but one of them was one of the cancelled shows, and to try and get numbers up for the remaining show he asked for any local fans to attend the concert, Nik tried to encourage fans who wanted to go with free tickets to the gig but when only a handful of people took up the offer, it was a slap in the face for Nikki.

Even offering free tickets people didn't want to see this line up of Mötley Crüe.

The next show was tomorrow a few hours away and we'll make that trip in the morning, but no show today was a nice break, myself, Nikki and Blaze went out earlier on for lunch, we saw a mall on the way into the city and thought we'd check it out today and that's where we found a nice little place to eat.

Blaze enjoyed himself, Nikki did too so did I but I again was struggling a little with the walking around, I didn't complain and I didn't want Nikki to worry because it was only some simple back and ankle pain but it was really kicking my ass, I was getting hit with this way worse than I was last time.

Last time by the time the 'Dr Feelgood' tour ended I was only four months into my pregnancy, now on this tour I was six. The amount of aches and pains I got this time around was notably worse which didn't help, it was hell for me and I was wanting this tour to be over and done with.

We'd been out all day so when we got back to the hotel I was exhausted, honestly, I collapsed onto the bed laying on my back trying to stop the constant ache in my lower spine.

How Mick can deal with his back pain is beyond me.

Blaze joined me on the bed seconds later, laying next to me and because he'd be left out if he didn't, Nikki joined in, laying next to Blaze. Nik turned on the TV and he and Blazer watched some TV for a while but I wasn't watching I was just laid with my eyes closed trying to regain some energy.

We'd had lunch at midday and by the time Tommy came to collect us for dinner, as we were all going to a restaurant tonight as a band, it was pushing on for six o'clock, luckily by this point in time I had enough energy and the pain I had been in subsided enough for me to actually go without wishing I was somewhere else.

I'd had fun at dinner, Mick was chatting with Blaze most of the evening and Nikki and I made quite a-lot of conversation too, Tom and John too. We obviously all spoke to each other but we had our main sources of conversation.

Getting back to the hotel room for the second time felt as good as the first, it was half nine by the time we'd gotten back here where I instantly prepared myself for bed, brushed my teeth then helping Blaze with his with Nikki doing his usual routine too, then I stripped down to get into bed wearing my usual oversized shirt to bed, Nikki got in bed next to me a few seconds after I did.