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Y/N's POV, October 17th 2005

The tour was done and getting back today wasn't at all the warm hearted moment I thought it would be. Nikki ruined that possibility.

We were all dropped off at our places Tommy first, Mick second then we went to Nikki and I's place with Vince so I could get clothes and the kids and get to Vince's, we told the driver to wait and we'd be back in a little while.

When we got to the front door, it was quickly opened by Zarina and my dad and she instantly jumped on me and then Nico and Blaze appeared, Blaze hugged Nikki and Nico went to Nikki too but they weren't stupid and neither was my dad, they were all quick to pick up on the tension, shattering the happiness the kids had at seeing us again.

Blaze was the first to notice Vince stood just behind me and his face dropped and his eyes moved to me. He immediately asked what happened and that's when I started to crack a little. Not wanting to lose in front of the kids I grabbed my dad and then told Blaze and the other two that Nikki would explain what happened, I left the bassist to deal with that while I took my dad, as well as my mom when I got inside the house out into the back yard and told them both what had happened.

Neither were angry with Nikki, like last time, it was just disappointment, they didn't understand why, neither did I, neither did Nikki, neither did anyone but it happened and that's all that matters.

Overall, my parents took it well... but the kids... didn't. They really didn't. Blaze took it probably the worst, by the time me and my parents went back to where everyone else was at the front door Blaze was at the bottom of the driveway with Vince, Blaze yelling shit about Nikki and Vin trying his best to calm him down and keep the peace.

Nikki looked at me with a lost look, not knowing what to do, he was on the verge of tears and I wanted to hug him and tell him it was all okay... I wasn't going to do that though because he had to learn, even if it was hard to watch.

Nico and Zeta were just stood a few feet from Nikki both crying and eventually my mom went to them and took them outside with Blaze and Vince, while I made my way upstairs and Nikki got pulled to the couch my dad, for a heart to heart I don't doubt.

When I got upstairs I went into our bedroom packed a bag full of my clothes then grabbed a couple of other bags and shoved clothes for the kids into them, Blaze's into one then Nico and Zeta's into another. I could always come back for more if I needed but for now I just wanted to get out of here.

Once I'd gotten enough to last a short while, a few weeks or so I zipped the bags up and made my way down the stairs, as I got down there though Nikki appears to stop me walking out "You know I'm sorry... I love you, okay? Just remember that because I do, more than everything and anything." He said, looking directly at me, meaning every word he said.

"Just because I know that doesn't mean it's going to stop this... I love you too but this is how it needs to be for now. I'll see you whenever I see you."

Nikki let out a defeated breath, he knew I had to go, though I also knew it couldn't be easy to watch me walk out and take our kids with me "Be careful." He mutters, sniffling a little.

"I will be." I assured, giving one last look at my dad on the couch who smiles and gave me a single nod then I walk out the door to see the kids all sat in the car with Vince and my mom talking, as I approached Vince took the bags off me and took them to the trunk.