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Y/N's POV, October 28th 2008

The last week it was the usual tour routine, play a show, maybe two in one location then take a tour bus to the next one. The journeys between locations are probably my highlight of tours, that's probably weird but it's true.

There used to always be some kind of argument between the guys, some kind of ego clash but the last few years that hadn't actually happened and that was nice. All the guys have grown up a lot since the early days, even Tommy had emotionally matured a lot the last few years, he might still be mentally six but overall he had got better maturity.

Nobody was sick of being around each other 24/7 because we were spending practically all our time all together on this tour, which after this long of being knowing each other could happen between one or two of them, not even a petty fight had broken out, they had their banter and their back and forth but nothing serious transpires from that.

I had saw a lot of Tommy though the last few days because he was totally adamant on this vacation idea, I think he was talking to me about it most because he knew I was the one most likely to help him actually achieve it and we agreed to plan it together after we were back home which of course Tom didn't particularly want to agree too but knew it would be more convenient timing than right now. 

We didn't have a show today but we had arrived at a new hotel a couple of hours ago, but we had a show tomorrow which gave us tonight and some of tomorrow to just take a minute and relax, although Tommy does want me to go out with him and Vince for a drink later on but I wasn't so sold on going and said I'd think about it and text him or Vince with an answer later on but the way I'm feeling right now, I'm just stay here and cuddle with Nikki watching a movie cause that sounded really fucking good to me right now.

It was ten to five in the evening at the minute and given where we were in the states right now, we'd taken this chance to video call the kids as they were a couple of hours ahead of us in time.

There wasn't much for us all to discuss as always, but it was nice to see them and hear what they got up to in school or something where they went of it was a weekend.

They always made Nikki and I smile and I did miss having them around, how could I not? They were my babies and I was so used to having them now, I couldn't imagine life without them.

We spoke to them for about an hour, my parents included, then called it a night because I didn't want to bore them by waffling on and I'm sure they all wanted to do something before they go to bed and I won't keep them from that.

After the call, it was just me and Nikki sat on the bed, watching the TV, we got about a minute or so into this before Nikki spoke up "They seem to have fun without us, more fun than when we're around it seems. I don't know if I'd rather have them miss us terribly than the little they actually seem too."

"They do miss us, but if they did miss us awfully one I wouldn't be here with you and you'd be wishing the tour away so you could be home too."

"It's better than feeling like they don't give a shit whether we're here or at home."

I chuckle at the distaste in Nik's voice "They're not little kids anymore, Nikki Bear."

"I wish they were, at least I'd feel more wanted."

"But I wouldn't be able to be here with you, you'd be alone, and we both know how much you hate that."