Go live your way Part 2

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Zoe had already slept when Mia came into the room. The next morning when they were both awake, Mia said: "What about you and Juanma now?" Zoe rolled her eyes. "I don't know. I don't understand where the problem is."
"No? Zoe .. wouldn't you think it would be strange if Juanma walked away from you, if me or Clara or Lupe or whoever entered the room. Try to put yourself in his position."
"But he knows that there is nothing between Gaspar and me," said Zoe, a little defiantly.
"Are you sure about that? I mean, if you mind if Gaspar looks sad?"
"Juanma said he needs time, I can't be that important to him," said Zoe.
Mia took a deep breath. "Zoe, that's not really your opinion, is it? Did Gaspar talk you into that?" Zoe wanted to say something, but Mia didn't let her have a say. "I don't understand you right now, Zoe, you do love Juanma. Or did he do something that hurt you." Zoe shook her head. "Has it to do with Juanmas and my friendship?" Mia asked.
"No," said Zoe. "I just didn't think. When Juanma sat down next to me and put his arm around me, I saw sadness in Gaspar's eyes. I just reacted, I didn't want to hurt him, but neither Juanma." When Mia didn't say anything, she said, "And now Juanma is making a drama out of it and I should think about what I want. I know what I want, but he's not listening to me."

"Yes, he does, but it's not the first time you're doing this with him. He needs security, Zoe. That's why he's so attached to me, because I give him security, at least in friendship." +
After a moment Mia added: "And if you don't want to have the releationship with him anymore. Then at least tell him."
With that she left the room and Zoe sat down first. She knew Mia was right. She also knew that her behavior was wrong. It had been intuition, but it made her insecure. Because, as Mia said, if Gaspar didn't mean anything to her, she wouldn't have cared about his look. Maybe she should really take the time to sort out her feelings. She made up her mind to talk to Gaspar at the show in the evening.

Juanma ud Mia had to be in the disco before the others. Alvaro drove the two of them. They did the sound check with Gaspar. Juanma was very calm. When he wanted to get drinks, Mia said to Gaspar "can I ask you something?"
Gaspar said "Always Mia"
"do you still have a lot of contact with Zoe?"
Gaspar looked at her for a moment. "Only now and then. And when we see each other at school, why do you ask?"
Mia thought about it. Gaspar was actually a very good friend with whom she had been able to talk about anything in the past. She took a deep breath and told him what it was like at the moment between Juanma and Zoe and what Gaspar had to do with it. She saw Juanma come back and changed the subject. Gaspar had seen Juanma too and took part.
They still had a little time before the disco opened. Juanma and Mia were sitting backstage and Gaspar was talking to the owner. "Do you think Zoe is coming?" asked Juanma.
"She sure will." She noticed that Juanma was getting nervous, which hadn't been in a gig recently. She put her hand on his and said, "We're doing the best show today, ok. Are you still in pain?"
"Here and there, but at the moment it's mostly ok"

Mia was relieved. He couldn't use that right now. She saw that Gaspar went alone into the rooms marked "private".
"Can I leave you alone for a moment?" she asked Juanma. He nodded. When she was with Gaspar, she said: "Can we continue our conversation from earlier?"
"Sure," said Gaspar. "I've already thought about it. You know, I made a mistake in breaking up with Zoe. But she's with Juanma now and I don't want to interfere. I'm sorry if the evening triggered something in Zoe. That was not my intention. I can talk to her about it. "
"You kind of messed her up." Mia said.
"Is that why Juanma is so quiet today?" Mia nodded. Gaspar looked at the clock. "I think we should get out slowly, otherwise he'll be alone on stage."
Mia and Gaspar met Juanma at the bar. They had a little more time before the disco opened. Mia took Juanma's hand again and looked at him. "As always, ok? We're doing our best,"
Juanma nodded. He took Mia briefly in his arms and Mia returned his hug. They were told that the audience is now allowed in and that they should prepare for their show. They discussed a few more things and Gaspar went on stage to greet the guests. Mia looked at her cell phone. Alvaro had written that he and the others were also at the door and Zoe was there too. He had wished her luck.