Go live your way Part 2

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"What do you think" asked Alvaro and looked at Mia. He saw that her eyes had filled with tears. Mia swallowed. "You are always so kind to me and always there for me. I have already told you before that I would not have finished the school year here without you. But I let you down. We lost so much good time together because I could not decide. It was so clear. "

Alvaro took her tightly in his arms. He said quietly, "We didn't waste any time. You were always there for me. And look at how beautiful it is now. You took the time you needed and everything just welded us closer together. I regret Not a moment from this time either and you shouldn't do that either. Nobody knows whether I would have made friends with Juanma the way we are now. He is one of my best friends, I would trust him with my life and yours. It is everything as it should be. And now I'm more happier than ever in my life to have you by my side. "
He gently pushed Mia away and caught a tear from her cheek with his finger. Mia swallowed. "I mean it very seriously and honestly," said Alvaro. "You needed this time. But your decision after this time gave me security. I wouldn't have wanted that you are with me, but you are not sure whether you really want that." Mia nodded. She took Alvaro in her arms again and said "I love you. You are everything to me and that won't change either." Alvaro stroked her back.

They sat like this for a while until Alvaro said "We should go back, I don't want the others to worry."

At school, Juanma and Zoe had already retired to Zoe's room. Neither of them talked about the situation the day before, but the relationship was still a little tense. more precisely, they were watching a movie without even talking. When Mia and Alvaro entered the room they both looked up. Mia told about the great pizzeria. "Ramiro kept his word, he took Lupe with him tonight," said Juanma after a while. Alvaro nodded. He already knew that.

Ramiro didn't know how to start the subject with Lupe, so the way to his home was silent. When they both arrived at his home, he offered Lupe something to drink and said "I thought we'd order a pizza" Lupe nodded enthusiastically. When both of them had chosen a pizza and Ramiro had placed the order, he asked "Tell me how are you?"
Lupe looked at him for a moment and then said "Alvaro talked to you right".
Ramiro nodded. "But only because he's worried."

Lupe nodded. "Papa, I don't know what's going on with me either. I miss everything the way it used to be. We were a family."
"But we still are. Just that your mother and I go our separate ways. I know that is always difficult for children to understand. But that doesn't change the fact that we love you. And Javier will love you more and more when he knows you better. But he also needs time. "

Lupe nodded again. Then she said, "I always see everyone so happy. Zoe and Juanma, Fede and Sofie, Alvaro and Mia. Then I'm sad."
"And if you try to be happy with them. Let yourself be infected by it. You will only be happy if you let it happen yourself. But when your heart is full of vengeance and envy, no happiness can grow in it, my dear. "

"But Juanma .."
"Lupe, Juanma is happy with Zoe. You have to accept that. And Zoe is a good example. Look how much she has changed. How much she is now accepted by the others. And Juanma. Think about how he used to be. Everyone has grown from the new experiences. And now it's time for you to grow too. Don't let yourself lock yourself up in the dark, my darling. "I

n the meantime he had got up and had taken her in his arms. Lupe was only too happy to return the hug. "If you talk to me like that, then this is how we used to be, when I was little and you drove away the ghosts under my bed. And when I'm alone again ..."
"... then you try to think at my words. And if they don't occur to you, you come to my office or here: "

They were interrupted by the bell. Lupe really enjoyed the time with Ramiro and it felt good to talk to him. She made up her mind to take his advice and talk to him when she found that she didn't know what to do next.

The next day at school passed too quickly. It was Saturday and the students weren't so busy at the end of the school year. The boys had thrown a few balls and Juanma had trained a little carefully. Later Mia and Juanma waited for Gaspar. Juanma had had to promise Zoe not to become jealous again, Zoe had promised him in return that she would stand by him and not avoid him.