Go live your way Part 2

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Clara was very quiet on the way back. "Everything ok" asked Roberto. She just nodded.
"What is it? Was it something that was said tonight? I think you already knew all of this".
"I knew it. But I'm sorry that you had to go through so much. I thought my childhood and the time in the orphanage was difficult. But what you experienced ..." Roberto stopped the car. "Clara, actually it was my own fault. At least in part. But in your case it wasn't your fault. And it doesn't matter what we went through, what matters is where we are now and that we are together, right." Clara nodded and tilted her head on Roberto's shoulder. Roberto gave her a squeeze. "I love you and it is important to me that you talk to me if anything is wrong, okay?" She nodded again and gave him a kiss.
"You and me to the end of the world," she said.
"Exactly. This is my girl." He kissed her, Clara took his hand. "It was nice to spend the two evenings with the others." she said softly. " I thought so too." said Roberto and started the car again.
He was glad Zoe had put him on Clara. Even if it was initially only intended to get her away from Alvaro. She had been very sympathetic to him. But she was always attached to Alvaro. When he got to know her better, he realized that she was a very special person. His family immediately liked her.
She was an oasis of calm for him. He hadn't thought about his past for a long time until the gang reappeared yesterday, but he was glad he wasn't alone. He wasn't afraid for himself, but they would have attacked Clara if there had only been two of them. Paolo had written to him several times. Whenever he needed money for stuff. A couple of times Roberto had toyed with the idea of ​​giving him something that he would be quiet. But would Paolo then give up?
"Don't think too much," she said. Roberto nodded.

Juanma, Zoe, Alvaro and Mia were happy to be home. They all had another soda together and then they said goodbye for the night. Ramiro was already at home, but also in bed.

Alvaro collapsed on the bed. Mia sat down with him. "Successful surprise with Javier," she said and smiled.

"He really wanted to see it. He wanted to see you on stage." She could hear the pride in his voice. "I was really happy. Even if the song wasn't on the list today," she laughed.

"I needed that today.So many thoughts go through my head when you sing it.Somehow it's a song from the past, the present and the future." said Alvaro and snuggled up against her

 Mia had meanwhile laid down with him. "Do you dare to dream?" Mia asked and smiled at him. "With you I feel like I'm dreaming all day," e replied, hugging her.

"Lupe was very balanced tonight," said Mia.

"I think that's Gaspar. He's actually rather relaxed. Maybe he's really good for her and she develops serious feelings for him."

MIa nodded. She was just afraid of Lupe's changeable demeanor. She had often been friendly to her and then everything had changed again. She really felt like sisters when she was in Lupe's room, the day Lupe found out that Ramiro and Mercedes were separating. And then she had held the paternity test in front of her before her solo  performance.

Alvaro sensed her thoughts and said. "She's going through a lot at the moment. And unfortunately she's getting more and more like my mother, but she's not really a bad person, Mia." He buried his face in the crook of her neck. Mia stroked him. She knew how hard it was for him with Lupe. As her big brother, he felt responsible. She closed her eyes and concentrated on his even breathing. "I love you," he said softly. "And I'm glad to have you by my side" Mia carefully straightened up and gave him a kiss. "I love you too, Alvaro. To infinity and back. I can no longer imagine my life without you." "The song ... it really gets under my skin. Especially because my father, I mean Ramiro, wrote to your mother these words before you were born. Before anyone thought about how the two of us can lie here together today. It is such an indescribable feeling when you sing this. "

" I often see my mother while singing  the song at least ... Wait. "She got up and took the little suitcase with the record player and her mother's sheet from under the bed.

" I know the sheet, "said Alvaro. She started  the record player  and the song began." These are my mother and Isabel singing"said Mia.

Alvaro took her in his arms. Mia ran a tear down her cheek, Alvaro felt it through his shirt. He looked at her and caught the mightiest tear." Do you miss her right now? "

Mia nodded. Another tear found her way from the blink of her eye down her cheek. "I'm so happy because you're there and because I'm so well, but also so sad because she can't see it." Alvaro wiped her tear away and said, "She sees it and she sees you. And you see her during the song. You are always connected through this song and that will not be change by anything or anyone. "

Mia nodded and pressed against Alvaro. She relaxed and calmed down again. When the song was over, she put the things back in the small suitcase and pushed it under the bed. Then she snuggled up against Alvaro. He caressed her until her breathing became even. Then he relaxed too, snuggled up and tried to fall asleep.