Go live your way Part 2

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Mia looked at him questioningly.

"That I don't have to miss you here for a second, because you are always with here me" said Alvaro and kissed Mia again.

"When do you miss me the most" asked Mia. Alvaro thought for a moment. "Always" he said and laughed at Mia. "No seriously, if we don't spend the nights together, then I miss you before I fall asleep and when I wake up. I love to feel your warmth with me when we fall asleep and wake up together."

Mia took him in her arms. "I'm glad that we can fall asleep together for so many evenings, because it's the same with me. I miss your closeness immediately when you're gone."

"I wonder if it was the same between Ramiro and my mother .." Mia said as if to herself.

"As emotional as Ramiro reacts to the subject, I would say that the feelings were just as intense." said Alvaro.

"I felt a bond with Ramiro from day one, even though I didn't know anything." said Mia.

"I believe he felt this with  you too, also if he knew that you are Mariana's daughter." said Alvaro.

"I'm sorry that my family brought so much suffering to yours ..." Mia whispered.

"You mustn't say that," said Alvaro. "You brought so much luck into my life. You made it possible for me to have contact with Javier again, for example."

"Yet it destroyed your family."

"No, that was just the drop that was missing. If Ramiro and Mama had been happy, there would have been no relationship with your mother. And if my mother hadn't lied ..." he paused and looked at the water. Mia felt his emotions and took him in her arms.

"Just promise me one thing," she said softly. Alvaro pushed her slightly away from him and said "Anything you want".

"We will always be honest with our children. I want them to always know where they stand. No matter what happens to us."

"Only one thing will happen to us. We will live happily in our home with two" he looked at Mia questioningly, "or three children and we will always be a family."

"I've always wanted a family like that."

"Don't be sad Mia, I think you ..."

Mia interrupted him, "I'm not sad. Even if I didn't have this family in this form, I had a mother who I'm still proud of today, I have the world's best godmother and the best father one could wish for. In addition, I have the dearest boy on earth as my boyfriend and great friends. Can I then say I am perfectly happy? "

Alvaro hugged Mia. That was his Mia, who always saw the positive in everything. Who always had a smile on her face.

"When Juanma told you back then that you should talk to me at the game, what did he say?" Asked Alvaro. "He said you needed me right now. And he wanted the best for the team, he said he doesn't hate you, which made me very happy. I always had the feeling that you could really become friends."

"I never have had tthis feeling. I've always had a problem with his kind. But you saw more because he opened a door in his wall for ."

Mia nodded. "I am happy that you two are so good friends now."

"The way there was difficult, I always had the feeling that it tears my heart when you were somewhere with him again. But I think all of this was necessary to be here with you today. "

"I never wanted to hurt you. But I always noticed that he needed me and I felt again and again that he was changing. He couldn't let go of his father, but he couldn't talk about it either. It got him all inside eaten up. "

"I know you never wanted to hurt me and actually you did well with everything."

"And you both didn't make it easy for me sometimes because you sometimes overwhelmed me with your feelings." Mia said.

"Oh yes I know" said Alvaro and took her in his arms again.

"And today I can't get enough of you feeling," Mia said with a grin.

"And I can't give you enough," replied Alvaro.

Mia sat up. She took Alvaro's hands and said "Promise me that we will never let anything seriously come between us. That we will always talk about whatever it may be and have no secrets."

"I promise you that. I don't want any secrets between us either."
After a moment, Alvaro said, "If we don't want Juanma and Zoe to send a search party, we should go back to the house."
Mia nodded. She was getting cold too. Alvaro pulled her up and they walked arm in arm back to the house. Juanma and Zoe met them on the stairs. "We were just about to look for you," Zoe said with a laugh.

"All right, we forgot the time talking." said Mia and took Zoe briefly in her arms.
"I'm looking forward to the trip tomorrow," Juanma said to Alvaro and Zoe took a deep breath. "Oh come on Zoe, you'll have fun too." said Mia with a laugh.