Go live your way Part 2

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Mia thought for a moment. She had never thought of this connection. "Then we are living the connection and the love that my mother and Ramiro should have had," Mia said very thoughtfully.

"I would have wished for Ramiro this love.too," said Alvaro.

"Me too. But then you wouldn't have got to know him so well." " That's also true." said Alvaro.

After a while he said "You said, then Juanma came into play, what did you mean?"

"Well, I got to know him shortly after my rejection. He wanted to look for Isabel. He was nice to me and I didn't know that he was Lupe's boyfriend. Then I ran into him again and again."

"And you built up feelings."

"Yes," Mia said. "But I didn't understand until much later that I love him differently than you. He was always there for me and we quickly understood each other blindly. But it was different with you . I enjoyed the physical closeness with you, dreamed of you, slept well in your arms. But I only realized that later. "

Mia had almost tears again when she thought about how much time had passed and what Alvaro had to go through in that time. And also Juanma.

Alvaro took her in his arms. "I'm glad that everything is as it is. It took a while, but that somehow welded us all together. And now I can finally tell you officially that I love you."

"I love you too, and at least Javier seems to like me," Mia said. It was getting late. Mia snuggled into Alvaro's arms. He held her tight. It was like e dream for him to be with her.

Again and again he thought of the many beautiful moments they had already experienced, the intense moments together. They almost made up for his fear of losing her.

Indeed, Gaspar had driven Zoe to see Juanma after the performance. Zoe had texted Florencia and she was already waiting for her at the open door. "Thanks for letting me come." "With pleasure Zoe, I think that will be good for him."

Zoe went quietly up the stairs and knocked on Juanma's door. He said a little annoyed "Come in" and Zoe slowly opened the door.

Juanma looked at her and tried to jump up, but forgot about his wound for a moment. He winced and clenched his teeth for a moment, but Zoe was already with him she took him in her arms and he carefully sat down again. He took Zoe in his arms and hugged her. "What are you doing here, I was disappointed that you didn't write any more," he said softly.

"I just had to see you, I noticed how disappointed you are, and that's why I asked Gaspar to drive me over to you and your mom said yes."

Juanma smiled at her. "How was your performance?"

"It was awesome. It was so much fun," said Zoe.

"It's like a frenzy at some point, right," said Juanma.

"Yes, it's just as if everything else was gone. A great feeling". Juanma stroked Zoe's back. He couldn't believe she was there. "Mia was here this afternoon," he said.

"That's great, Alvaro not?"

"he had bought something for Javier and then came later"

Zoe snuggled into his arms. "What is your pain doing?" Asked Zoe. "It's getting better," said Juanma.

Zoe smiled at him. "Can I have one of your t-shirts  for tonight," she asked Juanma. "Sure. Choose one," he said.

Zoe quickly got ready for bed and then snuggled back to Juanma. "I'm so glad you're here right now."

"Was the evening very hard for you" Zoe asked softly.

"Harder" said Juanma and then grinned. "No, of course I've had a lot of thoughts. But I trust you. I just felt alone."

"It was great of Mia that she was with you today."

"yes she felt it again."

Zoe took Juanma's hand. "I'm looking forward to the vacation."

"Not as much as I do," said Juanma. Zoe yawned. The day had been exhausting. "We should sleep, it's gotten really late too." said Juanma. He quickly texted Mia that they didn't have to pick up Zoe the next day and added a selfie of himself and Zoe. Then they both snuggled into bed. Juanma relaxed now that he could hug Zoe, concentrating on her breath. It was so even, Zoe was already asleep.

Mia heard the vibration of her cell phone and when she saw the message she smiled. "Who wrote?" Asked Alvaro quietly. Mia gave him the news. "Great," said Alvaro." That'll do him good, I was hoping Zoe would get the idea. "

Mia put the phone down and snuggled back into Alvaro's arms. She was also calmer now to know that Zoe was with Juanma because she had noticed that Juanma was very sad, more than he wanted to admit to the outside world. It would give him assurance that Zoe had come to see him after her performance with Gaspar. She thought about it a little longer and then fell asleep. Alvaro noticed how much Mia relaxed and enjoyed it very much. He also knew that she was worried about Juanma and after the last stress that it had been about Gaspar, he had also had his thoughts. He assumed that Juanma saw Gaspar as a rival just as he, Alvaro, saw Juanma as a rival. He knew what it was like and could therefore well understand Juanma's feelings.