Soulmates

I Missed You So Much

You had all eaten and now you were in Bucky's room. You had pretty much told him about everything that had happened in the past three weeks except for the nightmares. And by the way he was silent right now, you knew he had questions.

You were sitting on Steve's lap with your back to him and Bucky laid on top of you, his head resting on your stomach. Steve was running a hand up and down your hip and he was absentmindedly running his fingers soothingly up and down Bucky's spine.

"What's on your mind babe?" You ask Bucky softly and lift his head to look at you. With this he sits up and looks down, avoiding eye contact. "I-it was three weeks, and you two were alone..." You knew where this was going. "Buck-"

"I'm sorry I shouldn't-" He cuts you off but you cut him off before he could finish his apology. "Buck we didn't sleep together. I could never do that when you were like that and needed our help. We slept in the same bed every night but we never had sex."

Bucky finally looks up at you and he smiles softly. "Sweetheart, there's one more thing he needs to know." Steve says looking at you, you nod and give Bucky a half hearted smile back. "The entire three weeks you were like that...I couldn't sleep alone. And even though I had Steve I had nightmares every night."

Bucky wipes the single tear that had fallen from your eyes off your face and continues to soothingly stroke your cheek with his thumb. "Do you wanna tell me about them?" He asks when you say nothing else.

"It was about you. I was fighting so hard to save you but I couldn't. There was always something in the way. I felt so helpless. And knowing that you were in there and hurting and scared out of your mind was the worst part."

Bucky looks back to notice Steve's gotten choked up as well. He uses his other hand to grab Steve's and hold it comfortingly. "Steve?" Bucky whispers trying to snap Steve out of his daze.

"I've lost you so many times Buck. And it was terrifying. Every time I thought I'd never see you again. I knew I would this time, deep down I knew, but it didn't make it any easier."

You turn yourself halfway on Steve's lap so your buried in his chest as you comfort him. Bucky leans over and does the same, hugging Steve tightly and you in the process as he wraps his arms around you both.

The hug lasted for several minutes but as soon as you broke away you all craved one another's touches once again. You leaned up and kissed Steve softly, moving your lips in sink with his as the passion of the kiss deepened.

After a moment you felt Buck's lip attach to your neck, placing soft yet pleasurable kisses to your neck. You break away from Steve and move to Bucky, kissing him with just as much fire as you did Steve.

Steve's lips work magic on your neck just as Bucky's had a moment ago. You break away slightly and rest your forehead on Bucky's, lips still inches apart. "I missed you so much."

Your breathing is heavy and uneven. You love them both so much and having Bucky back after three weeks is a blessing. You know they love each other now too even if the words aren't spoken yet.

You want them more than ever right now and if it's what they want, then this is it. You know they're it for you and you've seen color already, and you're ready.

"I want you...both of you." You make eye contact with Bucky first, then pull yourself back to look at Steve, both of them having fire and lust in their eyes.