Soulmates

Decision

Later that night you're alone in the kitchen until Wanda comes in. You're sitting at the dining room table trying to figure out what you should do.

"Hey. You okay?" She asks as she walks in. You're pulled from your thoughts and look up at her giving her a half smile. "Yea fine. You?"

"I'm good. But you don't look like someone who's fine." You don't say anything for a moment. You don't really know what to say because you don't even know what you're supposed to do. "I guess."

"Is this about Loki? Do you know what you're going to do?" She asks softly. She can tell you're distraught and having trouble and she doesn't want to add on to your stress.

"I don't know. Whichever I chose is going to be too dangerous for me. I can handle myself but I'm not the only one I have to consider. I can't put myself in a position to leave the boys. And I..."

You cut yourself off before you finish your sentence. "You what?" Wanda asks and places her hand in your shoulder trying to comfort you.

"Nothing. I'm not going. I gotta go." You get up and walk out of the kitchen before she can say anything else. You go into your room to find the boys.

"Hey sweetheart. You okay?" Steve asks when you come into the room. You head straight to the bed where him and Bucky were laying down watching a movie together and climb into bed with them.

"I'm not going to see him. It's too dangerous and it's probably for nothing anyway. I'd rather stay here and if he does send someone after me, I know I'll be safe here."

Both of them squeeze you tightly and kiss your head. "Im glad you made that decision. And I'm sorry we were pushing it on you, we just want what's best for you." Bucky says. "I know you do. Thank you."

Just as you start to get comfortable Thor walks into the room. "Hey y/n. I just wanted to tell you, there's no need to make a decision anymore..."

"What do you mean there's no need to make a decision anymore? I already decided I'm not going to see him. It's too dangerous."

"It's impossible for you to have seen my brother anymore anyway..." his voice was trembling. There were tears in his eyes and you could tell he had been crying.

Something was wrong but you didn't know what. And he wasn't eager to tell you either. "Thor, what happened?" He clears his throat and looks you dead in the eyes.

"My brother is dead."