Soulmates

Cause More Problems

"What do you mean everything's not okay?" Nat asks. "This whole find ended up being about the baby we lost. And I honestly think we shouldn't try and change the fact that we lost the baby. Just a conversation over the baby turned into this whole mess. And we know the paternity so it would probably cause more problems." You tell her.

You wanted your child back but the lord you thought about it, the more you realized that everything happened for a reason and maybe this was always supposed to be this way. And you didn't want Bucky feeling insecure knowing that the baby wasn't his. You knew he was having a hard enough time already.

"I get that. I do. But you were devastated when you lost that baby. This is your child and if you can get them back, then I say you should. It's your baby, nobody else's opinion matters." Nat says. "It doesn't even matter anyway. We can't bring the baby back." You tell her. She looks at you confused. Rightfully so.

"You just said Steve found a way to bring the baby back. What changed?" She asks. "He can't. I mean he can. But I'd have to be pregnant with the baby, it'd have to be in my womb but I can't carry the baby right now." You explain to her. She knows exactly what you're insinuating but still asks further questions just to make sure. "Why can't you carry the baby y/n?"

"Because I'm already pregnant." You tell her. You look down at your stomach and put your hand over your belly. "When did you find out?" She asks. "I found out this morning." You tell her. You hadn't even thought about being pregnant. You didn't think you were. If you knew there was a possibility you would have spoken up about it when Steve first brought up bringing that baby back. But you didn't know.

With the twins and Peter it was so hard to keep track of everything and you completely forgot when you were supposed to start your period until you got s notification on your phone telling you that you were late. And you knew Nat would ask a million more questions. "How did you know to take a test?" She asks.

"I got a notification on my phone telling me I was late. With the kids I lost track. If I knew sooner...I would've said something. But I didn't know." You told her. "I don't get it. You seem upset. You didn't want the other baby back after the fight and now you don't want this baby? What is wrong? I know you all want another baby so what's the issue?" She asks.

You could tell she was a bit irritated that you weren't telling her all at once, that she had to continually ask questions to get any kind of information out of you. But this was hard for you to process. You didn't really know how to. It hurt to say it. But you couldn't help but feel it. "I want another baby, I do. But I don't want it to be Steve's..."