Soulmates

Not Ready

"I'm so proud of you both." You say as you get back into your room later that night. You pull both of them into your embrace and kiss their cheeks. "You did so good. And it went so well."

"It did. And I'm glad we did it. Nobody judged us or made fun of us." Bucky said with a smile on his face. "They all really seemed to accept us. Which is good. I was scared." Steve chuckled.

"You had every right to be scared. It is a scary thing. But you both were so brave and every one of them loves you and they have your back. Which we just saw out there. Especially with Sam."

"He saved another awkward ass conversation." Bucky laughs. "He did. Which is funny because y/n almost killed him while telling him not to tell anyone and he didn't and then helped us get through it."

"What do you say we celebrate my loves?" You smile at both of them, walking back towards your bed. "I think we were in the middle of something before we had gotten interrupted." You continue.

"I believe you're right sweetheart." Steve says had he walks forward. He moves forward kissing you. Soon Bucky walks behind and puts his hands on Steve's waist, kissing his neck.

Steve moans softly into your mouth as Bucky sucks on his neck. Your tongue explores Steves mouth and soon you're laying back on the bed. Bucky and Steve switch spots.

Bucky kisses you, his hands getting tangled in your hair as he continued to kiss you. Steve kissed Bucky's neck and roamed his hands up Bucky's abs and Bucky shivered at the touch.

He loved the feeling. And your hands joined Steve dancing across Bucky's abs. Bucky removes his shirt to let you have better access to his muscles and Steve takes off his shirt as well.

Bucky took off your shirt next. And when he did, a switch flipped. You no longer felt turned on. Or happy. He slowly kissed down your stomach as your mind wandered.

Your mind wandered to everything the Joker had done to you. Taking you back to the moments he had you pinned against the bed and took advantage of you.

Steve saw the change in your mood but Bucky couldn't because the portion he was in. Steve grabbed Bucky off of you as he talked to you. "Are you okay sweetheart?"

Bucky saw the look on your face and tears well in your eyes. You quickly grabbed your shirt off the bed beside you and covered yourself up with it. "No. I can't do this. I'm not ready."