Soulmates

Another Confession

"Buck...what're you doing?" You ask breaking the kiss. "I'm not tired." He replies smirking. He opens the bedroom door behind you and walks forward. You walk backwards into the room.

As he keeps walking towards you, you walk backwards until you hit the bed and fall back sitting on it. Bucky leans in to kiss you again and you stop him. "I-we cant Bucky."

"I could hear you practically moaning through our kiss, so why can't we doll? I know I turned you on." Your breath hitches as he whispers, mere inches away from your lips. "I-uh I'm-I've never done this before."

The second the words leave her mouth he backs away from her lips, looking at her in confusion. "You've never had sex? But you were engaged." You can tell he's not judging you and genuinely curious.

"We were waiting until we saw color...we wanted it to be special." Bucky looks at you not saying anything for a moment. Trying to process the information. "I-is that a deal breaker?"

You ask knowing the answer. Of course it wasn't. Bucky was better than that. But the words escaped your lips before you could stop them.

His expression softens and he grabs for face in his hands."Of course it's not. Whenever you're ready. Take your time. I will gladly show you the ropes. Have you told Steve?"

"Don't tell him. I want to tell him myself. I promise I will soon I just don't want him thinking I wasn't planning on telling him." He kisses your cheek and leans in to whisper into your ear.

"I understand y/n. You can tell him yourself. Now I think I'm gonna get some rest. I suggest you do the same." You back away and kiss him softly. Your foreheads touching, lips almost touching.

"Thank you Bucky. Goodnight." He pulls you up off the bed and kisses you. The kiss begins to deepen but he pulls away, respecting you. Making sure you're comfortable.

And he understands that you're not ready yet. He kisses your forehead and whispers to you. "Goodnight." You smile up at him before leaving the room and going to lay in your bed.

You had told Bucky. Now you had to tell Steve. You had been scared to tell Bucky. But you knew you had to. Now you had to tell Steve. With Bucky it was easy because you had come so close to caving. But how would you bring it up with Steve?