Soulmates

Calm and Chaos

The next day you decide it's time to talk to Thor. You were giving him space since Loki, but it had been a few weeks and you didn't want him to think you didn't care about the decision he had to make.

You knocked on the door and there was no answer. You slowly opened the door and walked in. He was laying on the bed looking up at the ceiling.

"Hey." You say. When he hears you he sits up. "Hey." He says back. "How're you doing?" You walk further into the room and sit next to him on his bed.

"I feel terrible." He says simply, you could see on his face that he did. He had bags under his eyes like he hadn't slept since. "Im so sorry Thor."

"It's not your fault. He made his decisions. He almost killed you." He avoided eye contact, which you understood. You grabbed his hand and laced his fingers with yours.

"I know, but he was still your brother. You shouldn't have had to make that call. And I'm sorry that you had to. If you ever need anything you know where to find me."

He nods and changes the subject. He talked about it longer than you thought he would. "So, you have a baby super soldier on the way?"

You smile and rest your hands on your belly. It's practically flat still, but it was getting bigger. "I do. I'm not that far along that's why the boys didn't know. I wanted to wait til the first trimester was over but..."

"But you had to tell Loki to save your life..." you nod and look down at your mostly flat belly. "Yea. The baby saved my life." You pick your head up and look at him. "So did you."

"I didn't." He shakes his head. "You did. If he would have lived you know it wouldn't have stopped. I know you don't see it now, it's still fresh, but you did what you thought was right and if it were up to anyone else they would have said the same thing."

"He may have been an awful person but he was still my brother." He said sadly, his head dropped and he looked to the ground. "I know he was. Abs I am so sorry you lost your brother."

"Thank you y/n. You coming to talk to me actually has helped a lot." You pull him into a hug. "Anytime. Even the god of thunder has feelings and could use a friend from time to time."

"I appreciate it. It was nice talking to you." He smiles. "You too. I actually have to go now, I have an ultrasound I have to get ready for, but find me if you need anything?" He nods and you smile and walk out the door.