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It had been a week since Bucky got back and Steve wouldn't let you tell him about the miscarriage yet. He wanted you all to have a break, take a beat, before having to grieve all over again.

But today, you were going to tell him together. You were in the bedroom with Steve when Bucky walks in and kisses Steve on the cheek and you on the forehead. "Buck, we have to tell you about what happened when you were gone." Steve says.

"Okay..." Bucky says. He sits down on the bed next to you, you were in the middle, Steve on the other side of you. "A month after the blip, we had an idea of how to bring you back. But without the stones, it seemed almost impossible. We'd have to go back in time and I didn't know if it would work." Steve says.

"we lost you, and we lost the twins, Wanda, Sam, Peter. They were all gone. You were gone. Steve and I were both in really dark places. One night Steve told me they had an idea, but he didn't know if it would work. He felt like he was letting me down." You say.

"I felt like i wasn't enough for her. I felt like if I failed she would never forgive me." Steve says. "I told him not to give up, obviously he wasn't going to and didn't. I told him I believed in him. We uhm...we had a moment together we were both vulnerable, we don't have to justify that we had sex, we did one time while you were gone. But..."

You take a deep breath and start to get teary. Then you start crying. "I don't care that you had sex without me doll. I was gone. For all you knew I wasn't coming back. Even if you were trying there was no guarantee that it would work." Bucky says.

"I know Bucky. It isn't about the sex." You say, still crying. "What is it? What's wrong?" He asks and wraps his arms around you holding you. Steve was crying now too. He was steady holding you.

"I got pregnant." You say sobbing. "You what?" Bucky pulls off of you and looks at you and Steve. He was so confused. He looked down at your stomach and he looked around the room. "I-I was only gone five months. How? Where-where's the baby? We have another baby?"

He didn't seem angry that you got pregnant. He was confused because there was no baby. There wasn't enough time for you to have had a full pregnancy since he'd been gone. "I-I lost the baby." You say crying harder now.

He looks shattered. But so we're you and Steve. It hurt Bucky just as much as it did the two of you even though he wasn't here for it. "Steve?" Bucky asks with tears in his eyes looking up at Steve.

"We lost the baby Bucky. She was two months pregnant and it just...happened." Steve says. "But-but the twins? They're okay?" He asks. "Yea Bruce checked her before we left, the twins are fine."

"I'm so sorry Bucky." You say