Soulmates

Take A Deep Breath

"What did she say?" Steve asks with tears in his eyes. "Baby please just listen to me. That's not at all what I meant. Can we sit down and talk? I don't want us to fight because I promise you it's not what it sounds like. Please?" You ask. You couldn't help but cry, you saw that Steve was close to crying and Bucky was just staring shocked. "Okay." Steve whispers.

"This morning I got a notification from an app on my phone telling me I'm late, so I took a pregnancy test and it came back positive. I was going to tell you, both of you, at the same time, I was going to do it in a special way, but that doesn't even matter now because Nat told you." You say. Bucky sits next to you on the couch and Steve on the other side of him.

"Doll no matter what happened she had no right to tell us that. That's our business and you should get to tell us when you're ready." Bucky says. "It's okay. But Steve, what she said, I know it sounded horrible, but I swear that's not at all how I meant it. I love you so much and I am lucky enough to have married you and I have a beautiful son by you, and we have the baby we lost that we're going to get back. But when Bucky was gone we made a baby together, and I know that was hard for him to hear when he came back even though we lost it, and then you found a way to bring the baby back, but everything happened and you told him it wasn't his baby." You explain.

"You know I didn't mean it y/n. We talked about this and I apologized and you both forgave me." He says. "I know, but no matter how hard Bucky tries to hide it he's still in pain. I want to give him a child, like I'm going to give you another one too. If the baby does happen to be yours, of course I'll be happy because you're my husband and I love you. I just...I want to give Bucky a baby like I'm giving you one." You say.

"Doll I'm really okay now. I promise. It doesn't matter to me who the biological father is. It's my baby too no matter what and I know that now." Bucky says. "I just want to give you a baby. And I never said 'I hope' it isn't yours Steve. I did tell her I didn't want it to be because I want it to be Bucky's because we're already going to have the baby we lost back. And I was worried at first that bringing the baby back might make things more complicated but it won't." You say.

"I get where you're coming from y/n. I don't blame you at all for wanting the baby to be Bucky's because you're right, you and I already have the baby we're bringing back. I want this baby to be Bucky's too. And I know you didn't mean it the way Nat said you did. I don't know why she's so upset but I know you wouldn't say that. It's okay sweetheart." Steve says and he moves from next to Bucky to kneel infront of you.

You press your foreheads together and cry as he holds both of your hands in his. "I would never say something like that steve. I didn't mean it the way she said it at all. I'm so sorry. I love you so much." You whisper to him. He leans up and kisses your forehead. "I love you baby. It's okay. I know you didn't." He says.

"I should've chosen my words more carefully. I'm sorry. This is all my fault." You cry. He wraps his arms around you and holds you close to him. "No it's not. It is not your fault. I know exactly how you feel right now baby. I was in the same place where I chose my words wrong and I didn't mean them. It's okay. None of this is your fault. Take a deep breath."

A/n: for those of you saying y/n doesn't forgive Steve SHE DOES she's just trying to look after Bucky too after what happened because she knows it can't just go away like that. Y/n is not being selfish, she's struggling here because both of her husbands have such strong personalities but at times can be incredibly insecure and get hurt really easily. She's looking out for the ones she loves.