Soulmates

Trapped

The door purse open yet again and this time, it was two faces you had been longing to see. You couldn't put on your brave face anymore, you saw your boys and you fell to your knees sobbing.

Nat instantly went to attack the Joker, along with Tiny who had come in. He had no superpowers whatsoever and his henchmen were already out so it wasn't hard. While they took care of him, your boys took care of you.

Your knees hit the floor and before your whole body could collapse, you felt Steve pull you up into his arms, carrying you bridal style out of the mansion.

It was hazy, all you did on the way out the door and in the helicopter on the way home was cry. You heard Steve and Bucky trying to sooth you and saying reassuring words but it didn't work.

When you finally got back to the compound you had stopped crying. You were now silent. You couldn't say a word. You froze. They took you to your room, and laid you on the bed.

"Baby, can I get you dressed? Do you want to shower? Tell me what you want us to do and we'll do it." You said nothing. "Doll, can you just shake your head, look at us?"

You look at Bucky, then Steve. You nod your head. "Yes to what? Shower?" No. "Can I change your clothes? Get you into a T-shirt?" You nod your head yes, slowly, hesitantly.

The thought of anyones hands on your body right now made you want to scream, but you knew you couldn't do it yourself. You needed help. Everything was hurting and you had never felt like this before.

You sit up, Steve carefully lifted your shirt over your head, leaving you in a bra and panties. Tears filled both mens eyes when they saw the bruises left on your body.

"God, baby I'm so sorry." Steve whimpered placing his hand on your cheek, wiping a tear you didn't know had fallen. You flinch at the touch. This only makes them more upset.

They knew you weren't scared of them, but you were scared. Scared of being touched the way he had touched you. Of being violated again. You knew they wouldn't do that to you, but your assault was still fresh. You hadn't processed everything that was going on yet.

"Doll, we love you so much. And if there's anything we can do to make you feel At least a little better, you tell us." You looked back to Bucky. Tears in your eyes.

You were still in just your bra and underwear. "Cover me up." You whispered. "I don't wanna see it." Your body. You couldn't stand looking at it. His handprints, markings, all over you. Like you belonged to him. Like he owned you. You didn't want to see it. Your body didn't feel like your own anymore. You felt trapped in it.