Love In The Lights (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 29

YOUR POINT OF VIEW
'Kendall?' I questioned loudly above the rumbles of thunder and rain pouring down, she just stared at me not knowing what she was to say or maybe even why she was here. it was painfully obvious that she had been crying she has mascara tear drops staining her cheeks and her nose was red along with her puffy eyes, and if that did not give it away she just suddenly broke down in tears in front of me. even though we aren't friends anymore doesn't mean I want to see her cry I never want to see anyone cry so as an instinct I pulled her into the house and shut the door behind me. I dragged her into the living room and let her cry, I was unsure whether to hug her or not so I just settled for rubbing her back trying to comfort her when she controlled her tears she looked up at me 'you were right' she said quietly I just looked at her knowing what this was about 'he was cheating on me and I caught him' she whispered before she started to cry again but this time I comforted her properly I pulled her into a tight warm hug ignoring her dripping wet clothes. I was bursting at the seams just to scream I told you so, but I couldn't because I knew that this was not the right time 'don't worry about him' I told her 'I love him though' she told me and honestly I was shocked Kendall never really had many boyfriends she found it very hard to trust people so for her to admit she LOVES him is.. wow this is worse than I thought 'I’m sorry I shouldn't have come' she said standing up and walking to the front door 'no, stay here the night I don't want you driving in this weather' I told her holding on to her arm 'thank you' she whispered. I pulled her upstairs into the spare room and sat with her until she fell asleep, she told me that we could talk about it tomorrow but I had a feeling she wouldn't talk to me 'night YN' she whispered right before she fell asleep. I yawned now extremely tired as I sluggishly walked along the hall to my room, I walked in and saw Justin in my bed asleep with the blankets wrapped around him from the waist down, I smiled lovingly just looking at him as I turned off the remaining lights and climbing into bed 'mm baby?' Justin asked slowly turning around to face me 'hey sorry go back to sleep' I told him as I pulled the blankets over our bodies fully. Justin pulled me into his chest 'who was at the door?' he asked sleepily 'Kendall' I whispered Justin moved away from my body and looked at my face to see whether or not I was being serious and I gave him the I-am-not-kidding look and he furrowed his eyebrows cutely 'he cheated, they broke up, she's crying.. and now she is staying in the guest room' I said closing my eyes and laying back down facing the ceiling 'what are you going to do?' he asked me 'I don't know' I said before turning to face him 'whatever you do, I’ll be there' he assured me 'thank you' I said as he reached over to me wrapping his arms around my small waist and pulled me into his body before kissing my hair and mumbling 'I love you' 'I love you too Justin' I whispered back before falling back to sleep. 

'YN are yo- oh sorry' Kendall said as she walked back out of my room slamming the door and waking me up. I sighed heavily and rubbed my eyes in attempt to wake me up a little; I rolled over and looked at Justin who was still peacefully asleep with his arms securely wrapped around me. I placed my hands over his and tried to move his hands off my stomach so I could get up and go to speak to Kendall ‘where are you going?’ he asked me his voice in a very low mumble ‘I’ll be back in a bit I promise’ I told him but his hand just stayed tightly around my waist ‘stay here.. cuddle’ he said his voice still in a low mumble but he was cute trying to be persuasive in the mornings and I feel special knowing how much he hates the mornings ‘give me five minutes and I’ll be back’ I assured him once more he then let out a low but loud groan and released me from his grip. I walked out of my room and shut the door quietly trying to make sure Justin goes back to sleep because he really needs as much sleep as he can get with all this rehearsing he has been doing.. Hmm I wonder if he is supposed to be rehearsing today. I slowly crept through the hallway and into the guest room where Kendall stayed I knocked before I went in ‘come in’ I heard her say so I walked in and she was sitting on her bed staring at her phone, she didn’t look herself she looked tired as if she had not got one wink of sleep last night and I doubt that she did.. she looked stressed but worst of all she looked heartbroken ‘hey’ I said sweetly as I sat down on the end of the bed ‘hey’ he repeated me, we both sat there in silence for a while neither of us knowing what to say or do ‘I’m sorry I walked in I didn’t know he was here’ Kendall said breaking the silence between us ‘it’s okay don’t worry about it’ I told her ‘I’m sorry for everything’ she said quietly looking down.. There was a part of me that wasn’t sure if I did want to forgive her yet she wanted me out of her life and now that her boyfriend has disappeared she wants me back in her life? How is that fair? It isn’t. ‘I know you are but honestly that doesn’t make everything okay’ I told her looking at me but she kept her head down and sighed ‘I shouldn’t have listened to Zack’ she said ‘what do you mean?’ I asked in confusion ‘with everything, everything he ever told me wasn’t true and I’m the one that is left hurt because of it’ she said finally looking up to me ‘honestly Ken I don’t know what you want me to, obviously I want to be there for you but you cut me out of your life’ I said making her remember everything she said to me ‘he made me say that’ she said ‘but you listened’ I said in a softer tone I wasn’t trying to argue with her I was trying to get my point across to her ‘I know but he was saying all this stuff that you were jealous of me and that you didn’t even like me and that when you dated you bitched about me.. i-i-I just didn’t know what to believe ‘you should have believed me.. your best friend’ I said to her ‘I know’ she mumbled ‘I hate fighting with you’ I told her ‘me too’ she agreed ‘let’s just put it behind and move on’ I sighed ‘thank you’ she whispered letting a single tear escape her eyes ‘I better go, my mum has been panicking about me’ she said gathering her things from around the room ‘I’ll call you?’ I asked ‘not if I call you first’ she said with a slight laughter. I walked her down stairs and to the door watching my best friend drive away I noticed that the weather was good again, it wasn’t boiling hot but the rain had cleared away now a cool breeze struck my legs making me close the door quickly remembering I was only in Justin’s shirt which only covered my bum. I sighed happily before walking back upstairs.

JUSTIN’S POINT OF VIEW
‘Where are you going?’ I asked YN in a deep mumble as she tried to escape my grasp ‘I’ll be back in a bit I promise’ she told me still trying to get away but I just tightened my grasp around her pulling her body closer to mine before letting out a deep sigh and trying to go back to sleep ‘stay here… cuddle’ I told her trying to convince her to stay with me ‘give me five minutes and I’ll be back’ she said still trying to get out of my grasp so I let out a loud groan as I let her leave me. Last night I slept possibly the best night’s sleep in months. Insomnia has been kicking in… it always does when I work hard.. rehearse every day, perform every night but with YN there I was calm, relaxed, happy and with her in my arms I feel asleep so easily it was strange but something I could definitely get used to, I didn’t wake up through the night I didn’t roll around. I slept, like a normal person and I am pretty sure that it is all because YN was there in my arms. As soon as she got up and climbed out of the bed, I was awake. I couldn’t go back to sleep no matter how many time I tried to roll around and get comfortable I just couldn’t. I can’t help but think how I will cope without YN on tour because right now I’m not sure I’ll last a week. I had rehearsals today but I wasn’t planning on going I needed a break what harm can one day do? I know that Scooter will be pissed off at me but if I turn my phone off he can’t do anything until I get there tomorrow and the worst he will do is yell at me and then he should get over it, I can’t focus so I don’t see the point with going every day. After way more than five minutes YN came back into the room looking adorable with her hair tied us messily and her wearing only my shirt that barely covered her but had her long toned tanned legs on show for me just to stare at.

YOUR POINT OF VIEW
‘get over here’ Justin said as he crawled across the bed and dragged me onto the bed so I was laying on the bed with him ‘sorry I woke you’ I told him Justin sighed and pulled me onto him so I was laying on him with my chin resting on his chest ‘it’s okay I couldn’t sleep without you’ he said resting his hands on my hips ‘why not?’ I whispered ‘don’t know he shrugged ‘oh, do you have rehearsals today?’ I asked rolling off him and stretching ‘I err have the day off’ he smiled at me ‘yay!’ I said happily ‘you’re so cute’ he giggled cutely I blushed a little before Justin pulled me back into his body and sighing ‘what we doing today then?’ he asked ‘who said I’m spending it with you?’ I joked ‘mmm, what if you have no choice?’ he asked rolling over so he was hovering above me supporting his weight with his elbows before I had time to reply he crashed his lips onto mine closing any remaining space between our bodies, I felt him snake his tongue into my mouth as he moved his hands down my body and resting them firmly on my hips ‘let’s get some food’ I whispered against his lips as I pulled away from the kiss ‘come on then’ he said standing up exposing his bare firm chest, he was only wearing his boxers and he was trying to kill me it’s official. He helped me up and walked down stairs and when we got to the bottom of the stairs he wrapped his arms around me from behind and lightly kissed my neck as we walked into the kitchen. Justin sat down on the kitchen surface whilst I looked through the cupboards looking for some food ‘what do you want to eat?’ I asked him as I turned around to see him staring at my bum biting his lip ‘you?’ he asked breaking his gaze away from my bum and looked into my eyes ‘Justin!’ I laughed ‘mmm what about pancakes?’ I asked him ‘sounds good’ he said laughing at himself. I got the pancake batter out and started to cook them ‘baby come here’ Justin said from behind me so I turned around and walked over to him, he wrapped his legs around me pulling me into him so I was standing between his legs and smashed his lips onto mine after a while I had to pull away for two reasons.. One I couldn’t breathe and two... The pancakes were going to burn ‘what was that for?’ I asked ‘I love you’ was his response making me blush and giggle like a little girl. I walked back over so I could continue to cook the pancakes and after a while I felt two warm arms wrap them self around my stomach and move is hands up my t-shirt so they were resting on my bare stomach ‘smells good’ Justin said resting his head on my shoulder I smiled at him then returned my focus to the pancakes ‘I love you’ Justin promised me ‘I love you too’ i could tell today was going to be a good day.