Love In The Lights (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 148

JUSTIN'S POINT OF VIEW

Clasping the ultrasound pictures in my hand I smiled down at YN wide before she slipped them out of my hand and slid them into her bag, keeping them safe so they don't get lost and shielding them away from any hiding paparazzi.

'I can already tell that our baby is going to be beautiful' I murmured into YN's ear quietly making sure she is the only one to hear as I lightly kissed her cheek 'how?' She asked me, not even reacting to my 'lovey-dovey-ness'. I just want to make her smile and happy but right now that seems to be the hardest thing to do, I mean, just a few seconds ago she was smiling and beaming as she laid on the bed watching the steady heart beat of our baby, but now. I don't even know.

'Well I mean just look at you, you're beautiful so there is no doubt in the world that our baby is going to be perfect' I smiled as I slipped my arms around her waist from behind, nestling my face into her neck and kissing it lovingly. Oh yeah Bieber is turning on the charm, just trying to get her to smile and giggle, like she always does but nope, not even so much as a reaction, ergh what is wrong with her?

YN scoffed as I could only imagine her then rolling her eyes as she grasped onto my hands that were safely placed over her stomach as she then pulled them away from her and walked faster as she stormed out of the doctors surgery and into the car park.

Quickly I caught up to her and grabbed her wrist lightly causing her to stop and turn to face me 'what?' She hissed 'what's wrong with you?' I asked her as I tried to remain calm, although she was making it hard being a bitch for no reason. 'Nothing now can you let me go so I can get in the car and go home?' She asked impatiently 'fine' I sighed, letting her go.

But to my surprise she didn't speed off, she stayed fairly close to me as I took the risk and placed my hand on the small of her back, guiding her to the car.

Opening the car door for me, I waited until she had climbed in to shut the door. I then sighed before jogging around to my side of the car and climbing in.

As I pulled onto the main road I glanced over to YN only to see resting her head against the window of the car, watching other cars pass us by.

Reaching over to laced my fingers with hers as I rubbed my thumb over her knuckles 'you sure you okay?' I asked her caring 'I'm fine' she mumbled, shrugging her shoulders 'no your not, just tell me what's wrong' I pushed 'I said I'm fine' she snapped.

Rolling my eyes I took my hand away from hers and placed it back on the steering wheel 'so you don't mind that I'm going to the studio, do you?' I asked her, keeping my eyes on the road 'don't really have a choice do I?' She sighed 'what do you mean?' I asked, confused 'I don't have a choice in whether you go or not, so why are you asking?' She said, her eyes locked on the cars flying passed.

'What?- wait... Is this what your annoyed about? The fact that I have to go to the studio?' I asked her, YN shrugged in response before letting out a long needed sigh 'I don't know, call me crazy but I just thought that straight after we just went to OUR babies first ultrasound, WE could spend time together, but it doesn't matter, I don't care' YN scoffed, I didn't even know what to reply.

I wasn't going to start an argument but she was making me angry, the fact that she was trying to blame me. I can't help that Scooter said he needs to discuss details about my album finishing and that he cannot do any other day. But I just decided to bit my tongue and ignore her.

Pulling up outside our house I turned to YN 'I shouldn't be too late, probably back at about nine' I shrugged 'kay' YN mumbled opening the door, climbing out and slamming it shit behind her before storming into the house.

Miserable bitch.

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Even I finally arrived at the studio I found a car parking space and quickly ran into the studio Scooter was waiting in knowing that I was already running late.

'Ahhh Justin! You're finally here' Scooter cheered as I walked through the door 'yeah, sorry I'm late... Traffic' I lied knowing that I hadn't told Scooter about YN being pregnant- something I need to do. 'Don't worry, let's just finish this song and then we need to talk' he smiled at me 'okay, let's go' I clapped my hands together as I walked into the booth.

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'That was perfect Justin, I think we done!' Scooter beamed as he pulled me into a 'man hug' 'finally!' I cheered as I fell back into one of the chairs and let out a satisfied sigh.

'Right what did you want to talk about?' I asked 'ahh right! When do you want to release the album, I know its just finished but the sooner we get new music out the better!' Scooter explained 'I know, I know! How long do you think it would take to do whatever you do' I laughed shaking my head playfully.

'I think we'll be able to get it out before Christmas if I work hard enough, I mean its September now... So with advertising, that'll need about 3 months, printing...' He thought out loud 'I'm sure it can be out before Christmas, without a doubt, let's aim for... December tenth' he smiled 'sounds good, I'm so ready for this' I clapped my hands 'so I'm going suggest that you, spread the word as soon as possible, tweet it, get other celebrities to tweet it. The more exposure the better' he told me 'okay, I will, I'll tweet now' I said pulling my phone out of my back pocket.

"NEW ALBUM OUT DECEMBER, WHO'S READY?!' I tweeted and within a second my mentions were blowing up, people telling me how excited they are for the new album.

'Is that the time?!' I exclaimed looking at my watch which read 10:45 'yeah, sorry I kept you so late' Scooter apologized 'its fine, but I better get going! Call you soon' I nodded, shaking his hand as I headed out of the studio.

I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel bad about staying so long because I did, I told YN I'd be home by nine and now I'm almost two hours late.

As soon as I arrived home I closed the door quietly, not sure if YN was in bed or not.

I walked into the kitchen only to be stopped my a table set out for two, fuck, don't tell me YN was making us a meal. Fuck sake, now I just feel even worse.

Shaking my head I walked into the living room, and that's where I saw YN laying on the couch, wrapped up in a blanket, with only her face out, she looked so peaceful and so perfect I could help but smile.

Walking over to her, I peeled the blanket away from her as I placed a chased kiss on her forehead before picking her up bridal style and making my way out of the living room.

'Justin? Is that you?' YN whispered sheepishly as she let out a small sigh 'yeah its me baby, I'm sorry I'm home late, just go back to sleep' I said quietly as i continued to carry YN up to our room 'no' she shook her head 'I'm sorry I've been nothing but horrible the past few days, I'm sorry' she whispered keeping her eyes closed 'hey don't be sorry' I laughed lightly as I placed YN down on the bed 'I am sorry though' she mumbled as she opened her eyes slightly as she peeled away her clothes before sitting in her underwear and staring at me innocently.

'Can I wear your top?' She mumbled clearly exhausted 'of course' I smiled as I stripped my top away and handed it to her as she slipped it on. Stripping away the rest of my clothes to my boxers I then climbed into bed and pulled the duvet over us both as YN shuffled into my body 'I'm sorry about me being moody, I didn't want to take it out on you, I know that you can't help your career and I'm not annoyed at you, I promise' she muffled into my chest.

'Hey baby, look at me' I whispered as I turned to look at her 'stop saying sorry, I couldn't care if your in the worst mood and you take it out on me, I love you and that's that. Okay?' I murmured 'okay' she nodded 'and I love you too' she smiled sheepishly as her eyes remained closed as I watched her quickly fall into a sleep.