Love In The Lights (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 84

YOUR POINT OF VIEW

My mind instantly froze I didn't know how I was going to tell Justin about leaving tour early- a week early to be exact- but I knew I had to because I couldn't just leave without telling him but then I know that when i tell him, he'll either get all lovey dovey and try to get me to stay by giving my endless kisses and sweet talking my just like he does every time he has to go on tour and I stay at home OR... He'll get all moody with me, and not talk to me for a few days and let's face it I'm hoping that its the first one, I didn't want Justin to be annoyed at me because it wasn't my fault. I text Lacey back saying 'I guess that's fine x' I didn't want to be rude to Lacey its not her fault, she rescheduled everything for me to come on tour with Justin, so I cannot complain because right now I should be back at home working. I was upset that I had to go back home but its only a week that's all I have to remember, 7 days, not long, I'll be fine! Just seven days back in mine and Justin's big house, just me and Bell, ahhh I've missed Bell. I missed her jumping up into bed with me and Justin cuddling with us when watching some television, she was just so cute and I must admit I do feel slightly bad about leaving her with Miley for a month, Bell must be so big now! Justin was coming to the end of his last rehearsal now so I just decided to stay back stage and wait for him to tell him the news. I placed my bunch of red roses that Justin had given me on the side of Justin's dressing room and I walked in and sat on the couch waiting for Justin, I was nervous to tell him. 

I stood up from the couch and walked over to the small pale silver fridge in the corner of the room, opening it up and bending down to grab a drink. I leant forward to pick up a bottle of cold water when I felt two warm hands run up my top and rest on my stomach and pull me back into their body I knew it was Justin so I smiled and turned around so I was facing him only to see him shirt less and sweating, wow. HFREKEUIKNBC. That's all I can say. 'Wh-where's y-your sh-irt?' I stuttered keeping my eyes locked on his bare toned chest open to my naked eyes 'eyes up here baby' he said smirking and not answering my question making me push his chest back so he realised me from his grasp as he stumbled back still smirking strongly at me 'shut up Bieber' I said pouting at him playfully 'Bieber?' He questioned raising his eyebrows high 'yeah, that's why I'm going to call you from now on' I shrugged knowing he didn't like it when Jazzy called him Bieber 'what happened to baby?' He pouted 'eh' I shrugged once more 'I prefer Bieber' I said leaning my back against the wall behind me 'well...' Justin trailed off walking over to me and placing his arms either side of my head against the wall his body centimetres away from mine making a lump hitch on my throat, he makes me nervous, he always has and I guess I should just face that he always will. 'You can have my name if you want' Justin murmured seriously inching his face closer to mine his lips grazing mine but what Justin said was stuck in my mind 'you can have my name' I guess that means he still wants to marry me, I want to marry him and the more I think about it, the more I want to marry him, but I can't focus on that right now, I need to tell him about leaving a week early, ergh but he is making it so hard looking so perfect and sexy and ergh- NO! Wrong topic. 

I smiled warmly at Justin in response to his last comment before I let a sigh escape my lips 'you okay?' Justin asked softly whilst he furrowed his eyebrows at me 'yeah' I mumbled 'but I need to tell you something' I sighed once more, making Justin's body freeze 'w-what ha-ve I done?' He stuttered panicking 'no! Its not you!' I exclaimed laughing at him cutely 'oh' he let a breathe of relief escape his perfectly perched lips 'its just that Lacey text me saying I have to go back next week I have an interview' I mumbled looking anywhere but I could see from the corner of my eyes that Justin was staring at me with pure confusion in his eyes 'what?' He asked is dis-belief as he dropped his hands back to his side allowing me to step away from him, so I did and I walked over and sat back down on the couch 'I have an interview so I have to go back to LA next week' I explained myself 'well can't you just say no?' Justin asked as if it was an obvious thing to do 'no!' I exclaimed 'they re-arranged for a reason so I can't just not go' I sighed for the thousandth time today, Justin stayed quiet 'it's only a week' I told him, guilt rushing through my veins, as I stood up and walked over to him and stood in front of him 'a week is a quite long time' he sighed 'no its not, we've been nearly four months without seeing each other I'm sure we'll last seven days' I pointed out wrapping my arms around his -still bare- torso staring up at him 'don't be angry at me' I muttered kissing his chest making a sigh escape his lips 'I'm not annoyed' he promised.