Might as Well Face it, You're Addicted to Love (Joe Perry/Nikki Sixx)

Chapter 95: Being Home Never Felt so GOOD Part 2

I was, well I can't tell you HOW relieved, how happy, how damn glad I was to be home from that 'Get a Grip' Tour. There are not enough words truly to describe. It was VERY lucky for me, I got home on a Friday evening.... that evening of September 3, 1994 & thankfully therefore getting home in time for Amara's 2nd birthday. Of course, I was worried about Nikki...so worried about him and I remember hearing running footsteps and the sounds of excitement as I approached the door and opened it, my oldest daughters tackling me practically but what stopped me was the fact that I could see the worry and the tears in their eyes which I knew meant it wasn't just from my being home but Nikki. and I remember entering the kitchen, smelling those delicious smells and especially Nikki standing there frozen, in tears and of course I immediately started taking care of him, of the girls never mind I'd just gotten home....all that mattered was I was home, and I was/did taking care of my family and where we pick up in our tale, will be the gender reveal for the triplets.....

Still in tears, just feeling so very moved while feeling my youngest children move and kick and I am HOME for this, and it's about to get all the better.... for I blink and see an envelope enter my field of vison, a very special one...

"Here Daddy, I find......I know where mommy keep!" Josephine, handing it to me practically bouncing in place, her green eyes so like her mother's glowing with excitement. Nikki and I share a look, chuckling.... She was fast, she's excited and none of us can blame her.

"We're excited too." I tell her smiling and still chuckling. "We ready?" I share a look with my daughters and husband and the anticipation, the tears of joy.... Well, that's all the answer I need.

Slowly, I pull out the ultra-sound photos.... sobbing at how PRECIOUS the images I am seeing such as my youngest children's outlines and then I SEE the genders, my eyes widen in awe, and it takes me some moments to find my voice......as I meet my husband's gaze.

"Nikki..." I choke out, "We're having.... we're having two precious little boys and another beautiful and precious girl." Nikki brings a hand to his mouth before removing it and I see the pure love and joy and a wide albeit watery smile crosses his face, taking my breath away....

"Wow.... WOW.... two boys and a girl? Wow. This.... this is.... MAGICAL." I can't help but proceed to pepper his face in kisses before claiming his lips followed by kisses to his belly feeling the movements of our sons and youngest daughters, Nikki running his fingers thru my hair and we then turn to Josephine and Amara, Nikki asking them, though really, we both know...., "---So what do you think? Two little brothers AND a little sister?"

"It is mazin' mama! Happy be big sissy!" Amara declares excitedly before then saying, "I be good Big sissy ike' Josey!" She was and IS to her younger brothers and sister. It meant and still does so damn much that our children, all our children, have such a close bond. And I can never express truly what that means to Nikki and me, at least not in words....

The remaining time of the evening is spent with my family, I figure laundry and shit can wait.... All that matters is that we are together. However, before I know it my oldest daughters get their baths, are put to bed and Nikki who'd fallen asleep or rather dozed off downstairs...my poor Honeybee having fallen asleep not long after the gender reveal is now in my arms, we're in the elevator and I am holding him bridal style, being very careful and now, now he stirs eyes immediately filling with tears.

"Joe? God.... i missed, putting the girls to bed...and... and..." Nikki starts stammering, getting upset.

"Shh, Honeybee.... It's OK. You need to rest and sleep as much as you need. I am home now, and I am gonna take care of you and our sons and our daughters. Cause I fucking love you babe." Nikki immediately begins to calm and then blushes when he realizes we're in our elevator, the doors now opening as we step out and I very slowly, place him on his feet holding him as best I can and I feel myself smirk, desire beginning to surge.... but my husband echoes my desires PERFECTLY.

"I know that look.... i NEED you Joe.... I NEED you...." Nikki beginning to place kisses wherever he can reach, tearing a quiet groan from my throat me not wanting to disturb our sleeping daughters.... quickly and carefully, I scoop him up once more and make sure our bedroom door is locked and I start stripping, after having layed Nikki down on the bed, his eyes roving over me hungrily, greedily him drooling. "---DAMN.... like DAMN." Nikki moans, as I crawl my way up the bed and Nikki suddenly bursts into tears and I KNOW EXACTLY why, "Yes you are still and always will be attractive as fuck, and you are even MORE so like this. Yes, I will enjoy it because it's YOU Nikki Perry Sixx that I am with. I love you...I love you and I promise, I will make sure you are as comfortable as possible and baby I am gonna make you feel SO good."

"Please.... and.... THANK YOU." The way Nikki says it, says EVERYTHING to me. And it's like I blink, and we are both bare to one another, me maneuvering my husband into a comfortable position that won't hurt him or our triplets and when I at last enter him after some prep, its PARADISE.... the sound of his moans, and whimpers....skin on skin and US....US together as one.......

Both of us chased and found our peaks together, and Nikki after our session is somehow still awake....

"Nikki, sleep Honeybee.... you need it and I can tell you are exhausted."

"Mimm.... yeah," Nikki murmurs, "---But, can I have a bath? And you help me? I just want to ...."

I cut him off gently kissing his lips, "Absolutely you can have a bath, and I'll not only help you, but I'll also join you, ok?"

"Ok.... I love you, Jo-Jo Bear."

"I love you too Honeybee." Softly.

I kept my word, Nikki felt much better that night afterwards and somewhere in there, I changed our bedding out if you just so happen to be wondering. And I had NEVER been so glad to be home, Nikki was and IS my home and all my children are as well. That homecoming on September 3, 1994, was very memorable for many reasons: Being reunited with my family, feeling my youngest children housed within my beloved move for the first time and kick, finding out we were adding two sons and another daughter to our family.... well, it was MAGICAL, magical. still is to this day by the way. 

I should mention too that it worked out, thankfully that I'd arrived home on Friday evening.... Josephine was home from school and that meant a weekend with my children, and it meant so much to them and to me.

Coming next in our tale is Amara's 2nd Birthday on September 5, 1994. Luckily it was also a Sunday which Josephine was thrilled about because she didn't want to miss her sister's birthday....i will go ahead and tell you, it was just us: Nikki, myself, Josephine, Amara aka the birthday girl and of course the then unborn triplets....the point here is that, the family arranged to have gifts sent to the house including gifts from Johnny Depp and Alice Cooper. For now, that is where i will leave off here in our tale....

A/N: Sweet, heat, family and at last the gender reveal for the triplets!! More to come soon!