The FOOTBALL Princess

Chapter 82

STANLEY'S POV

"LET'S STOP THIS. LET'S FREE EACH OTHER."

I was stiffened for what she said. Free each other? Stop this?

"W-what?" Mahinang tanong ko while staring at her blank eyes.

"You heard me. Don't act like you don't." Walang emosyon niyang sabi sabay tabig nang kamay ko at talikod.

I clenched my fist so hard. Hinabol ko siya at hinila paharap.

"Ano ba Angela. Ano ba talagang problema mo?" Hindi ko na napigilang magtaas nang boses.

She smirk while her eyes still blank.

"My problem is you." Matigas niyang sabi at muling tinabig kamay ko. Kunot noo ko siyang pinagmasdan. Bakit ako? Ano bang ginawa ko?

"Thinking what you have done wrong? Why don't you rewind what have you done this past hours?" Walang emosyon niyang sabi.

Inalala ko naman ang ginawa ko kanina as what she said.

Then I remember something, I was stiffened again for a moment, she stared me without nothing, a blank expression. Is she saw it?

"Now you got it? Do you think sasaya ako? Do you think matutuwa ako?" Walang emosyon niya pa ding sabi.

Hinawakan ko siya sa kamay.

"Gel, it is not what you think. Mali iniisip mo the truth is sh--" I was cut off when she shouted so loud.

"DON'T FOOL ME."

I was step back when I saw her tears rolling down, her eyes was showing pain. I clenched my fist. She's hurting.

"G-Gel. I..I-Im sorry." I said, lumapit ako pero umatras siya. She wipes her tears then show a bitter smile.

What the hell I've done to her? What the hell I made? Hindi ko aakalaing iyon pala ang dahilan nang pag-iyak niya kanina, ang hindi niya pagpansin sa akin at itong sakit na iniinda niya.

"I understand. I was just hurt so much. Sana man lang nagtago kayo diba? Why the hell you do that in a place where everyone can see? Where I can see? Bakit di kayo nagtago? Bakit talagang pinakita niyo pa? But it's fine atleast I have the proof. I have the proof that still her. Sana sinabi mo na lang sa akin nang harap-harapan, sana umamin ka na lang diba? Hindi ang ganitong palihim pa kayong nagkikita at gumagawa nang kung anu-ano at makikita ko at masasaktan nang ganito." Lalong bumuhos ang mga luha niya.

Nilapitan ko siya at yayakapin sana but she push me away.

"Gel, I didn't intented to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. Ang nangya--"

"BUT YOU DO. But it's fine. Expected ko na ito, tinanim ko na sa utak ko na any moment you will leave me, that you will stop this relationship but I am so damn stupid dahil hindi ko agad ito tinapos na hinayaan ko pang ganito ang mangyari. Hinayaan ko pang masaktan ako nang ganito." Binugbog niya ang dibdib niya, I was step forward but she stop me.

"Gel, hindi kita iiwan, hindi ko tatapusin itong relasyon natin. Nagkakamali ka. Si Nica ay nakaraan ko na at ika--" I was cut off again when she say something.

"Nakaraan na babalikan. Tama na Stanley, alam ko namang mahal mo pa din siya. Huwag mo na akong lukuhin. Tanggap ko naman ehh kahit sobrang sakit. Siya ang mahal mo at ako fake girlfriend lang na napag-usapang tutuhanin pero diba sabi mo kung magwowork but it didn't siguro ito iyong reason na dapat na nating tigilan ito, kasi it is not working from the very start, we just pretending, acting, na hanggang doon na lang iyon. Nica was back in your life maybe it is the time to fix it. At tanggapin na lamang siya at kung ano mang kasalanan niya." I clenched my fist and step forward again but she step back.