shawn mendes imagines [ COMPLETED ]

out of my head

Every time I close my eyes, all I see is him. It seems as if he's always on my mind. Every memory always includes him.

I just can't get him out of my head.

When he left, all I wished for was to remember him. To remember how it felt to kiss him. To touch him. To simply be with him. But now I'm beginning to regret ever wishing for that.

The pain I feel over losing him never seems to subside. It's been 2 months, yet I still can't get him out of my head.

Why won't the memories just fade away?

Deep down, I always hope he'll come back. A part of me believes he actually will. However, the other part is screaming at me to just forget him. Forget that Shawn Mendes ever existed.

But how could I forget someone so perfect for me? How could I forget someone who changed my life? How could I forget someone that I was still hopelessly in love with?

And that was when I realised the cold, hard truth: the memories we once shared would forever stalk me, and there was nothing I could do about it.

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im really loving outta my head by khalid & john mayer right now. i think everyone should go listen to it.