It's funny how one day can change everything. One minor thing can suddenly make the world seem like it's not quite as shitty as you once thought. One simple action can make you feel things you never realised you felt for someone. One confession can flip your life upside down, but in the best way possible.
I don't think I've ever been more confident in one of my decisions than I am now.
Truly, I know Shawn can treat me better than Dan. It just took me a while to realise.
Shawn is everything I ever wanted. All along, I'd been looking in all the wrong places. Little did I know, everything I needed was right in front of me.
Dan is nothing but a dickhead. There truly are no other words for him. I deserve better - I know I do. No one deserves to be treated the way he treated me.
I hope the next girl he tries to manipulate into loving him realises that. She does not deserve to be put through his shit. Even if she's my worst enemy.
However, this is not about Dan anymore. Dan is nothing but a distant memory - or nightmare. Call it what you want.
Now I can focus on Shawn. I can tell him how I feel. I can tell him what he means to me.
I just hope he feels the same.
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wow we love overthinking things.