shawn mendes imagines [ COMPLETED ]

crazy

I just got this crazy feeling. I've been making someone wait for me.

All this time, I never knew. I never knew that he loved me. I never knew that I loved him.

All this time, I've been making him wait for me. Without even knowing it.

How could I be so blind?

Looking back, I'm noticing that our feelings were so obvious. The way we'd sneak subtle glances when we thought the other wasn't looking. I didn't recognise the feeling then, but when Shawn got with Sarah, I felt a massive pang jealousy. And then relief when they broke up.

I had always wondered what those indescribable feelings were. Now they're so clear.

I am in love with Shawn Mendes. I know I am.

But if I told him now, would he tell me it's too late? Have I been unknowingly making him wait for too long now? Who knows how long he's even had feelings for me.

I guess there was only one way to find out. The answers could only come from one person. And that person was none other than Shawn himself. I'd just have to put my worries behind me and face him.

Before I could even process what I was doing, I had stepped out my front door. My feet carried me towards Shawn's house next door.

Hesitantly, I knocked on it. I took a deep breath and waited for him to answer. He did so quickly. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

Without thinking, I crashed my lips into his. He was taken aback at first, but soon melted into the kiss.

We pulled apart after a few moments and locked eyes, breathless. Small smiles emerged on our faces.

I may not have known it at first, but this is all I ever wanted.

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this has nothing to do with this imagine but anyway:

since i went to see shawn live, i keep getting these random moments where i like idk miss seeing him. is that weird? like ill be sitting in class or whatever and ill suddenly be like holy fuck i really want to go back.

that wasn't important but whatever.