Rebecca White was prettier. Rebecca White was smarter. Rebecca White was funnier.
Of course she was first choice. And I was always second choice.
Second choice for him.
He told me that he wanted me, simply to make her jealous. I should've noticed how his eyes watched her every move when he should've been focused on me.
Shawn Mendes lead me on. He made me believe that I was special. When I all I was was stupid.
I was stupid to believe that I was his number one. I was stupid to believe that he was over her. I was stupid to believe he ever loved me.
All I ever was to him was a second choice.
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holy shit this is short