🌶️ Dabi 🌶️ [Part 1]

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Warning: Insecurities.

Head Canon: Insecurities

The One Where Dabi Feels Insecure.

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🌶️ Dabi was tough.

🌶️ He was cold.

🌶️ He did not give a fuck.

🌶️ Not one single flying fuck.

🌶️ If you were to ask someone, they'd say he didn't have a heart.

🌶️ Except he did.

🌶️ He could have a heart, he had feelings, he felt things, like love, he loved [Y/N], and hate, he hated his father, and sadness, he could feel sad too.

🌶️ No one knew it, but Dabi could be insecure.

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🌶️ Sitting on the bed in his room he let the tears fall.

🌶️ He felt ugly.

🌶️ He felt like no one could love him.

🌶️ He looked in the mirror.

🌶️ All his scars, and Staples on display.

🌶️ 'Aren't they ugly'

🌶️ The tears streamed down.

🌶️ 'People hate me.'

🌶️ 'You'll never be loved.'

🌶️ A thought passed that he hated.

🌶️ '[Y/N] is faking everything. She hates me. She hates my Staples, she hates my scars. I'm a monster.'

🌶️ More tears fall down his face.

🌶️ "I'm ugly. Who could love me?"

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🌶️ You opened the door to Dabi and your apartment.

🌶️ She set down the groceries on the counter. You lived with Dabi. You weren't a villain like Dabi, but knew what he did. You didn't care.

🌶️ So what he's a villain. He loves me, I love him.

🌶️ Truthfully, Dabi saved you from your abusive family. You've been with him since, and he's made you feel nothing but love.

🌶️ 'Speaking of Dabi, where is he?'

🌶️ perhaps he took a nap? Villainy can be hard. Grabbing the stuff you got him at the store, you head up to your shared bedroom.

🌶️ What you find, tears you up.

🌶️ "Dabi, what happened?"

🌶️ Dabi was sitting at the edge of the bed, head in hands, crying.

🌶️ You sit next to him and put your petite hand on his shoulder.

🌶️ "Baby, what happened?"

🌶️ "Don't touch me."

🌶️ He moves over so your hand falls.

🌶️ It hurt, feeling rejected, you sighed, but you couldn't focus on yourself.

🌶️ Your strong, Dabi, who never cries, was crying. You wanted to help him.

🌶️ Running your fingers through your hair distressfully you take in his sight.

🌶️ You noticed how his sight kept going to the mirror, looking at his reflection.

🌶️ You weren't an idiot. You put two and two together. Even the strongest and toughest could be insecure.

🌶️ You sit down next to him again. "Baby," you said so breathlessly.

🌶️ "I love you. I don't know what's going on with you, but I love you, you're so perfect."

🌶️ He snaps at you.

🌶️ "No, you don't. I'm a monster. I'm ugly."

🌶️ Letting a tear fall down, you run your fingers through his hair.

🌶️ "You're not ugly. You're the most handsome guy I've ever met. So some people think your scars look bad? I think they're hot. They complete your look! They make you look beautiful!"

🌶️ "They think your Staples are tacky? Fuck them! I love your Staples. They. Are. So. Fucking. Hot!"

🌶️ You proceed to kiss each of his Staples, and scars.

🌶️ He smiles slightly. "You think they're Fucking Hot?"

🌶️ "Oh yeah. They're a whole snack"

🌶️ "A snack huh? I'll show you a snack"

🌶️ He pins you to the bed and kisses up your neck all the way to your ear.

🌶️ "I love you, you never fail to make me feel perfect, even when I'm not."

🌶️ "Hey, you are perfect, don't let anyone tell you otherwise."

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Edited: 1-26-20

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