Warning: Insecurities.
Head Canon: Insecurities
The One Where Dabi Feels Insecure.
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🌶️ Dabi was tough.
🌶️ He was cold.
🌶️ He did not give a fuck.
🌶️ Not one single flying fuck.
🌶️ If you were to ask someone, they'd say he didn't have a heart.
🌶️ Except he did.
🌶️ He could have a heart, he had feelings, he felt things, like love, he loved [Y/N], and hate, he hated his father, and sadness, he could feel sad too.
🌶️ No one knew it, but Dabi could be insecure.
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🌶️ Sitting on the bed in his room he let the tears fall.
🌶️ He felt ugly.
🌶️ He felt like no one could love him.
🌶️ He looked in the mirror.
🌶️ All his scars, and Staples on display.
🌶️ 'Aren't they ugly'
🌶️ The tears streamed down.
🌶️ 'People hate me.'
🌶️ 'You'll never be loved.'
🌶️ A thought passed that he hated.
🌶️ '[Y/N] is faking everything. She hates me. She hates my Staples, she hates my scars. I'm a monster.'
🌶️ More tears fall down his face.
🌶️ "I'm ugly. Who could love me?"
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🌶️ You opened the door to Dabi and your apartment.
🌶️ She set down the groceries on the counter. You lived with Dabi. You weren't a villain like Dabi, but knew what he did. You didn't care.
🌶️ So what he's a villain. He loves me, I love him.
🌶️ Truthfully, Dabi saved you from your abusive family. You've been with him since, and he's made you feel nothing but love.
🌶️ 'Speaking of Dabi, where is he?'
🌶️ perhaps he took a nap? Villainy can be hard. Grabbing the stuff you got him at the store, you head up to your shared bedroom.
🌶️ What you find, tears you up.
🌶️ "Dabi, what happened?"
🌶️ Dabi was sitting at the edge of the bed, head in hands, crying.
🌶️ You sit next to him and put your petite hand on his shoulder.
🌶️ "Baby, what happened?"
🌶️ "Don't touch me."
🌶️ He moves over so your hand falls.
🌶️ It hurt, feeling rejected, you sighed, but you couldn't focus on yourself.
🌶️ Your strong, Dabi, who never cries, was crying. You wanted to help him.
🌶️ Running your fingers through your hair distressfully you take in his sight.
🌶️ You noticed how his sight kept going to the mirror, looking at his reflection.
🌶️ You weren't an idiot. You put two and two together. Even the strongest and toughest could be insecure.
🌶️ You sit down next to him again. "Baby," you said so breathlessly.
🌶️ "I love you. I don't know what's going on with you, but I love you, you're so perfect."
🌶️ He snaps at you.
🌶️ "No, you don't. I'm a monster. I'm ugly."
🌶️ Letting a tear fall down, you run your fingers through his hair.
🌶️ "You're not ugly. You're the most handsome guy I've ever met. So some people think your scars look bad? I think they're hot. They complete your look! They make you look beautiful!"
🌶️ "They think your Staples are tacky? Fuck them! I love your Staples. They. Are. So. Fucking. Hot!"
🌶️ You proceed to kiss each of his Staples, and scars.
🌶️ He smiles slightly. "You think they're Fucking Hot?"
🌶️ "Oh yeah. They're a whole snack"
🌶️ "A snack huh? I'll show you a snack"
🌶️ He pins you to the bed and kisses up your neck all the way to your ear.
🌶️ "I love you, you never fail to make me feel perfect, even when I'm not."
🌶️ "Hey, you are perfect, don't let anyone tell you otherwise."
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Edited: 1-26-20
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