🐙 Tamaki Amajiki 🐙

7.1K 218 39
                                    

Requested By: Anonymous

Drabble: "You've been distant."

The One With Insecurities.

•••

Tamaki Amajiki stared at you from across class A-3′s dormitories living room. His eyes couldn't help but wander over to you whenever Mirio was around. He couldn't help but feel off when Mirio’s hands touched you, or whenever you chose to sit next to Mirio. 

Technically, it wasn't as if you were choosing to sit with Mirio over your boyfriend, Tamaki. You and Mirio had sat down to watch a movie before Tamaki even woke up. Mirio, a mutually trusted friend should be allowed to spend time with you outside of school, especially when you live in the same dorm building together. 

Tamaki Amajiki was by nature not a jealous person. Tamaki trusted that you had good enough judgment not to allow yourself to be put in the position of being alone with someone who wanted you in sinful ways. Not only did he trust your judgment, but he trusted that he could leave you alone with a male and you, yourself, wouldn't cross that line of betrayal. 

Tamaki trusted you not to cheat on him, and he trusted his friend too, but that didn't prevent him from allowing these fallacious and inferior feelings from forming deep inside his mind. Tamaki couldn't help but feel uneasy as your head rested on Mirio’s shoulder. Tamaki couldn't help but be left with this dissatisfactory taste in his mouth when you laughed at Mirio’s joke. 

Tamaki let out a small sigh of relief as the credits to the movie rolled and Mirio stood up from his spot on the couch. Mirio stretched his arms out with his ever glowing smile on his face.

“I have to go to my internship now.” 

You smiled up at Mirio, bringing that bitter feeling inside of Tamaki come out again.

“Tell Fat Gum I said hi.” 

Mirio left the room as you sat up from your spot on the couch. You made your way over to the couch that Tamaki was sitting on by himself and plop down next to him. You make a move to take ahold of Tamaki’s hand but he moves his hand away. 

You bit your lip as you shyly smiled up at your boyfriend. He’d been so cold and distant lately and you didn't know why. Tamaki liked to keep to himself instead of talking. As much as you tried to remind yourself that Tamaki just worked that way, it was frustrating and hard not knowing what was bothering him.  

“You’ve been distant lately, did I do something to upset you?”

“No!” 

His tone was hard as he replied, Tamaki instantly frowned upon hearing his own voice and tone. He didn't mean to yell or be cold towards you in any sort of way. He didn’t mean to take his feelings out on you but the feelings had been sitting and boiling for so long that he couldn't help it. 

“I’m sorry, it was rude to yell.” 

“It's okay, just talk to me.”

“You’ve just been spending a lot of time with Mirio lately.” 

“Mirios been having a hard time. He lost his quirk and mentor, he couldn't even get a new internship without my help... Our friendship is completely innocent I would never cheat.” 

“I know that already. I know you would never do that.”

You grab Tamaki’s hand and rub circles into the back of his hand with your thumb. Comforting skinship. 

“Than what's wrong?” 

“The closer you get to Mirio the more you'll realize that he's so much better. He's loud and social, he's friendly and always has a smile on his face. I’m quiet and reserved, I’m anxious, I have anxiety. He's so much better, and once you realize that, you won’t want me.” 

You pull your hand out of Tamaki’s and cup his cheeks. You pull his head down so he can look you in the eyes. The tears brimming his eyes breaks your heart. 

“I don't care about those things. I love how shy you are, I love how I get to be there for you when you get nervous or anxious. What you see as flaws are just traits of you that make you who you are.”

“I’m sorry for being so insecure.”

“Don't be sorry, you're entitled to your feelings... But between you and me, I prefer raveonettes with tentacles over disrobed blondes.” 

•••

Edited: 3-12-20

Tip Jar: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme2/IzzyJJ13?locale.x=en_US

GoFundMe: https://www.gofundme.com/f/bgjhbp-surgery-for-my-dog?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_na+share-sheet&pc_code=ot_co_dashboard_a&rcid=9ee7a343a34943b39c7266352149eda2

com/f/bgjhbp-surgery-for-my-dog?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_na+share-sheet&pc_code=ot_co_dashboard_a&rcid=9ee7a343a34943b39c7266352149eda2

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

•••

BNHA x Reader InsertsWhere stories live. Discover now