Michael Clifford Imagines

If it means a lot to you

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If It Means A Lot To You - Michael Imagine

You sat on your bed wondering for the hundredth time today whether you should break up with your boyfriend Michael or not. You loved him but you just didn't know if you could deal with this anymore. Michael was a rock star and you were just a girl at Uni. He was on tour right now and you hadn't seen him in person for three months. This made both of you downright miserable.

He had invited you to come along of course, but you had classes that you just couldn't miss. He understood this but it didn't help him feel any better about leaving you.

Suddenly the sound of your phone ringing interrupted your thoughts. You pulled it out of your pocket and noticed that it was Mikey. It was strange but he always seemed to pick up on when you were upset even when the two of you were on separate sides of the world.

"Hey darling" Michael said through the phone.

"Hi." You said unsure of how to handle this.

"I miss you." He said clearly meaning it.

"I miss you too babe." You admitted.

"Tell me something sweet to get me by." He said.

You paused. You really didn't want to do this but you knew you had to. It was the only way to make sure that you and Mikey wouldn't spend so much time missing each other. The pain just wasn't worth the few minutes that you spent on the phone or facetiming. You took a deep breath and said "I don't think I can do that baby."

"Why not? What's wrong?" He asked worry evident in his voice.

"We need to break up." You said.

"W-what?" he stammered.

"I'm sorry baby but it's the best thing. For both of us." You took another breath to calm yourself down. You could already feel the tears welling up in your eyes.

You could hear him sobbing now. "B-b-but I love you." He said crying.

You blinked quickly to try to push back the tears that were threatening to join the ones rushing down your cheeks. "I know. I love you too." You said knowing that wouldn't help.

"It doesn't feel like it."

"I know but you aren't the only one suffering here." You said raising your voice. You were angry that he could even think that you didn't love him at all. Especially after everything you two had been through together. "I needed you here tonight. I had a terrible day at Uni and all I wanted to do when I got home was lay in bed with you." You paused making sure he was still listening. "But you aren't here. You're in the tour bus with the boys and I miss you so much."

He paused. "I'm sorry but I can't come home until the tour is over and that's not for another month." He said.

"I know." You sighed hating with all your heart. "I know you don't want to leave but that's how this works."

"I hate leaving you." He whispered.

"I know."

He paused before saying "If you can wait till I get home, then I promise we can make this last. We can make us work."

You thought about it. You knew that you just couldn't wait for him though. It wasn't fair to you and it sure wasn't fair to him to have to go through the pain of missing someone this much. "I can't."

"Just wait and I promise it will be like this never happened." Mikey pleaded.

"Michael, I need someone who's always here not always on tour. I'm really sorry baby but you just can't be that person for me."

"I know I haven't been, but baby I will be. I-I promise." He said choking back tears.

"Even though you mean so so much to me baby I just can't wait for you to come home." You said tearing up again.

"Fine." He took a sharp intake of breath. "But I swear I'll never be happy until we can do this over. You can't get rid of me this easily. I love you and I always will."

"I know." You said fighting back your own tears.

"I guess I should have known this would happen eventually." Michael muttered under his breath.

"Yeah. I should have known that we would never work out." You said before hanging up and crying yourself to sleep.

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