Hiccup x oc oneshots

121- bluejay pt 2

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lily is 14

lily's p.o.v

"mom? dad?" i ask, walking into their room. they look up at me.

"whats up, little bluejay?" my dad asks, shifting forward to face me

"um, i wanted to ask you about something" i asy. my dad nods and sits and the end of the bed, so i climb into his lap. mom sits next to us, her hand on my knee

"what's the matter?"

"my biological parents... where are they now?" my dads face softens.

"astrid was released from prison two years ago, but there is a restraining orser. she can't come withing a mile of this house unless passing through, and  she's not allowed to approach you. the only way she can talk to you is if you want to. and as for snotlout, he's still serving his life sentence in prison with no prospect of bail, so astrid can't get him out. why did you want to know?" my dad asks me. i sigh.

"well... it's been about 8 years, and i still get nightmares of what they did to me. i... i think the only way to get rid of them is to see them, to face them head on and tell them that i'm not afraid anymore" i say quietly. my dads grip on me tightens.

"are you sure?"

"yeah... i want to see them"

"okay. when do you want to?"

"today, if i can" my dad looks at my mom. she nods.

"okay, my little bluejay. we'll go"

"c-can arrow come? and you?"

"sure." he kisses my head and tells me to get arrow and tell him what we're doing. i find arrow laying on the sofa, his headphones plugged in. his eyes are closed. i poke his shoulder and he cracks an eye open, before grinning and grabbing me, pulling me on top of him. i shreik

"ARROW!" he laughs and holds me tight.

"go to sleep" he says.

"no, i'm supposed to be nervous and serious, but you're making that hard!"

"why, exactly?"

"because i'm going to see my biological parents today" he freezes, and sits up, taking his earphones out.

"why?"

"my nightmares keep everyone up. i want it to be over, so this is how i'm gonna do it."

"a-are you sure?"

"yes. and i want you to come, if you will?"

"of course i'll come. i want to see these bastards and give them a piece of my mind" he growls. i grip his arm.

"not before i do, big brother" i smile. he kisses the top of my hair.

"i'm proud of you for finally choosing to stand up for yourself" I smile and press my cheek against his chest as he hugs me tight.

"thank you"

"kiddo?" my dad says, leaning around the door

"it's time to go" i nod and get up. arrow grips my hand. me, arrow and dad all climb into the car, mom is staying home with grace. we soon pull up outside a place i recognise. this is where i used to live. me and arrow wait in the car as my dad knocks on the door. i see my biological mother. she is pretty, i'll give her that, but she is still scowling that same scowl i remember.

hiccup's p.o.v

"the hell do you want?" astrid snarls when she sees me.

"hello, astrid. i'm here because someone wants to see you" i say. she rolls her eyes.

"alright. sure, whatever" i wave my hand to the kids, who then get out the car. astrids eyes go round when they land on lily.

"lily..." she says, astonished. lily seems calm.

"hello."

"w-what are you doing here?"

"facing my fears. i needed to talk to you."

"o-okay" she leads us inside. the house is a little run down now, but its still mostly the same.

"astrid, you hurt me. you really did. for 7 years, i was wondering what i did to make you and dad hate me. i thought that what you did, what HE did, was deserved, because i had never known love. i mean, you should be thankful, because now, i'm finally. happy. i have the most loving parents, the best older brother i could ask for and an amazing younger sister. i may be blood related to you, but you are not my family. not after what you did to me." she says, standing up and looking down at astrid. astrid seems to have no idea what to say. she just looks down.

"goodbye, astrid. maybe i'll see you again someday, but probably not" she says, before leaving the room. me and arrow follow, to find her leaning against the wall outside, taking deep breaths.

"you good?" arrow asks. she gives a quick nod.

"yeah, that was small potatoes compared to what i'm about to do" i squeeze her shoulder

"last chance to back out?"

"no way. i need to do this" i nod. we get into the car and i drive to the prison. it's a gloomy place, really. she swallows as we walk in.

"i'm officer haddock. i'm bringing these two through to see snotlout jorgenson" i tell the guy at the desk. i have sat at that desk many times myself. it is quite a sad job.

"sure, go on through" i nod and take them through. we fond snotlout sat at the visiotrs phones. he gives lily a leery smile.

"damn. what i could do to you now" he says as lily picks up the other phone. lily narrows her eyes, as does arrow.

"no. you wouldn't" she says. he gives a disgusting chuckle, then looks at arrow.

"he your little boyfriend? bet he loves screwing you seven ways from sunday, just like i did" lily takes a deep breath and i tense.

"no. he's my brother. and that man over there" she jerks her head at me "is my dad. for the past 8 years, i have lived my life in fear. fear of you, and of what you did to me. i couldn't stand to be touched by anyone other than my family. i had crippling nightmares. but do you know what? it ends today. because i came here to tell you that i am not afraid anymore. i am here to tell you that i can now look you in the eye and tell you that i fucking hate you. you will rot in here. they will kill you, like they do all the child rapists! i am tired of letting you control me. before now, the only place i felt safe was my mother and fathers arms, or my brothers bed to sleep in when i had another nightmare. but now i will walk the street with my head held high and i will scream as loud as i can that you have NO CONTROL OVER ME. YOU TOOK FROM ME SOMETHING THAT I CAN NEVER GET BACK. you took my dignity, my grace, my femininity, and most of all, my childhood. but i can still live the rest of my days with the people i love the most. and you do not fall under that catagory".

and with that, she slams the phone down. there are tears running down her face as she briskly walks out the door. me and arrow quickly follow. she's in the hallway. she slowly slides down the wall onto the floor, sobbing and sobbing. i hold her tight against me.

"it's okay... it's okay" i soothe her, running my fingers through her hair. arrow kneels next to me and takes her hand.

"it's okay, little sister, you're free now"

that night, all the kids stay with me and south. even arrow. gods, i don't remember the last time arrow slept in our bed. lily is in the middle, with me and grace on one side, south and arrow on the other. that night, she sleeps soundly, no nightmares, no screaming, no flashbacks, just a sense of security knowing that now...

now she is free.