Marvel Oneshots - Book 4

Monster Monster

(Trigger warning, fucked up and mind bending idk. We're going for a tour of my mind basically)

Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.

"Keep writing, this is for your own good remember?"

Stupid fucking nun.

Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.

"Fifty more times then you can have lunch. A big juicy corpse is awaiting."

My hand is getting fucking sore.
But I'm hungry, I'm so hungry.

Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters are born, they're built.

"You missed a letter dear."

Did I?
Maybe I did.

Monsters are born and built.
Monsters are born and built.

"What are you doing you stupid child?"

Write this you stupid fucking nun.

Monsters are born and built.
Monsters are born and built and I am a fucking monster.

Looks like you're my lunch now bitch.

—

"Y/N? You somewhere in there." I heard a voice say as I snapped out of my thoughts to see Tony in front of me.

"Shit sorry, lost in thought." I muttered looking up at him from where I was sitting at the dining table.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.

"We've got to head out on a mission today, Wanda staying behind with Vision so you won't be completely alone." Tony said as I nodded and finished eating the bagel that was in front of me.

"Hopefully the mission goes well." I replied as he smiled.

"Do you think so? Or will we all just die, because of you?" He said as I looked up at him in confusion.

"What?" I muttered with my mouth full.

"I said it's just a basic recon but you know our track record." He repeated as I nodded and went back to eating.

"Well, good luck." I replied before he left.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.

"What did you say about monsters Y/N?" I heard a voice say as I looked behind me to see Wanda.

"Monsters aren't born, they're built Wanda." I replied as she nodded.

"Oh yeah sorry." She muttered before leaving again.

"Keep writing."

"You know it's for the best Bucky, there's nothing else we can do for her." Tony whispered looking at me in the glass cell.

"Monsters aren't born, they're built Bucky." I growled pulling at the chain around my neck.
That stupid fucking nun.

"Wake up Y/N, please." Bucky whispered as I glared at him.
Please wake up, you have to.
Wake up now.
Please.
Wake up!
Wake the fuck up!

"Y/N!" A voice startled me awake in my bed.

"You're awake, I suppose your new mission begins now. Watch out for the mouse, he likes to play tricks." The voice said, my body couldn't move suddenly I was falling there was black all around me I was falling endlessly through a black void.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't, they're where.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're built.
Monsters aren't born, they're wilt.
Monsters aren't made, they're built.

"Are you there?"
"You knew it would come to this, didn't you?"

I shot up in my bed and looked around, I was in my room.

"What's happening to me?" I whispered looking down at my hands.
I need help, someone help me.
She won't stop looking at me, she's staring, make her stop.
Why is she looking at me? Make her stop, please.

"Take your pills, take your pills. Take them."

—

"Dance with me won't you?" He whispered as I looked up seeing him dressed in his usual tux.
He gently held me as we swayed to the soft music.

"I wish I could come back to you." I whispered swaying with him.

"You can come back to this moment whenever you need angel." He whispered in response as I looked up to see him slowly fading away.
But it never lasts long.
Onto the next like always, like always.

I lay on the cold ground as rain falls, blood pouring out of my arms and mouth as I feel the warmth of death.
Most people would hate this wouldn't they, hate dying. But god I love it.
I love when I finally die. I don't get a moment of peace on these missions, it's always constant. But when I finally die I get just a few seconds of peace where everything is completely quiet and my mind stops.
Then I wake up for the millionth time in a new body, in a new land, in a new universe with new eyes.
They're my eyes now. I learn to use them learn to live with them.
Until I die once more.
New universe, new me.
Monsters aren't built, they're born.