Formula 1 - One Shots [First Book]

Regret In Your Tears - {Lewis Hamilton}

A/N: This is for @f1_fanatic ❤️

The lyrics of the song Regret In Your Tears by Nicki Minaj is between brackets.

{I just wanted memories with you
Regret in your tears, know you taste 'em
Cause you know I don't chase, I replace 'em
Don't rush, take time, take some
I just wanted memories, tried to make some with you
Now I gotta erase some with you}

Your heart was shattered, just like the glass you were holding when it dropped down on the ground, slipping out of your fingers when you saw Lewis with a pretty blonde. His hand rested on her lower back and his lips were pressed to her neck. He had told you, you were his princess, the favourite thing that waited for him in the bedroom at the end of a tough day.

You should've known. He never answered the question if he saw a future in you two, always leaving on those moments and later that night made it up with diving back into the king sized bed. Seems like you saw more of a future than he did.

People looked up at you when your glass dropped onto the floor, shattering into a thousand pieces, the wine you were enjoying seconds ago while wanting to surprise Lewis here in Canada splashed over the floor. Lewis turned his head and his breath hitched in his throat when he saw you.

{Look at you now, stuck in the background
Silence right now sounds so loud
Tried to let you go, you come background
Look at you now, stuck in the background
Two seats in my two seater
Used to pull off on me, leave me hurt
Tryna front, but I know you do your dirt
Not nice, boy you know you do your dirt}

You felt like you were in one of those movies, you heard and saw only Lewis as he gently got away from the blonde, stepping your way in slow motion while you took a step back. Was this the reason why he never wanted you to come to his races? Why he wanted you to stay home in the apartment in California?

You took a sharp turn around, wanting to get out of this place as everybody seemed to take their time and look at you. Lewis didn't respond to the blonde pulling on his arm and walked after you. He pushed the glass doors open and saw you walking down the pavement to get a taxi back to your hotel.

"Y/N". He called your name, but you didn't respond. The only thing that kept you away from crying your eyes out now, was the anger you felt. You felt so betrayed. How could he hurt you this way? Even a simple message with something like 'I think we should stop this sort of relationship we have' would have hurt less than this.

{Regret in your tears, know you taste 'em
Cause you know I don't chase, I replace 'em
Don't rush, take time, take some
I just wanted memories, tried to make some with you
Now I gotta erase some with you}

"Please, Y/N". Lewis called again, his steps were larger than yours since you also wore heels that cut off your steps. You wanted to erase him from your mind, from your soul. You wanted to wash his touch off your body and rip the necklace off your neck as they were all his. You grew to get reliant off him and you wanted it to stop. Right now.

"I'm sorry, who are you?". You asked him, the look in your eyes causing him to gasp. Lewis knew he was wrong in this, however he still wanted to get a chance to talk to you, explain you why and then leave it up to you if you wanted to break things off. "Princess, please, just wait for a moment and...".

"A moment? Am I not wasting your time? I bet she's waiting for you, Lewis". You bit back, looking around to see if you could spot a taxi. "She means nothing to me". Lewis hissed, nibbling on his lower lip as he felt himself growing nervous. He didn't want to lose you, but at the moment he didn't have any idea how to solve all of this.