I'm constantly living with guilt
The guilt of hurting someone close to me
The guilt of being a terrible brother
The guilt of being a terrible boyfriend
I'm constantly living with guilt
The guilt from hurting the person closest to me
It constantly eats at me like a Festering wound
Yet I press on and force myself to smile
The shame I feel for my past actions
Constantly reminding me I'm not good with love
I'm constantly living with guilt
The guilt of being a terrible brother
I was never the best sibling
I would hurt my sister growing up
Never got punished by the bitch
I was her favorite grand kid
Took my mom letting my sister hit back
And goddamn did she throw one helluva punch
But that hubbled me doesn't take away my guilt
I'm constantly living with guilt
The guilt of being a terrible boyfriend
Haunts me the most I wasn't what one
Should be I was neglectful not on purpose
But because I don't know how to properly communicate
How to make a relationship last
I'm constantly living with guilt
I'm always thinking that the relationship
Will last only two months if longer
I become distant for I don't what to do
My longest relationship was 8 months
I still wonder how I made it last that long
I'm constantly living with guilt
YOU ARE READING
words from a broken soul
Poesíajust a collection of free verse/rondel poems(short stories to lengthy ones I guess) I've written over the course of ten months so far some won't be uploaded as I know they would get flagged as to dark of topics so yeah enjoy or don't. Feed back is h...
