We all suffer from it no point in denying that
We all deal with it differently some use meds
Others use music or maybe video games
I use music and video games
We've all seen what it looks like for some it's biting their lip maybe it's shaking their leg
Perhaps it's aggressively tapping their foot against the ground
Maybe it's running their hands through their hair
These all are things I do when my manic brain makes me anxious
It just depends on the mood I'm in
I forgot nail biting too whoops
That's another one I'm guilty of
I'd do it so often that my fingertips would often be missing the first layer of skin
And don't get me started on how many times I've made myself bleed
Because I peeled the nail all the way to the cuticle
And yet that never bothered me
I'd just drink my blood like the vampire I am
The pain made me feel alive for a fucking fleeting moment
Everytime soap got in the cut I enjoyed the stinging sensation
Pain, anxiety, and my manic brain kept me alive for most my life
YOU ARE READING
words from a broken soul
PuisiI don't own the two songs I've posted on the two newest poems but give them a listen if you like. just a collection of free verse/rondel poems(short stories to lengthy ones I guess) I've written over the course of ten months so far some won't be upl...
