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Life is full of unknowns
For some just waking up the
Next day is an unknown yet
When it happens now there's more
No day is ever truly the same
Life is full of unknowns

Take me for example
Most my memories are unknowns
What I can remember is simply put
Abunch of horrors I endured
Things I wish were turned to ash
But the firestarter can only burn so much
Or the worse horrors that have
Taken the priority into becoming ash
Life is full of unknowns

Alway cherish those close to you
Life is the greatest unknown of them all
I lost people who meant the world to me
Dead and gone put a mask on to cope
But I regret how little I can remember
Of them and the time we spent together
When they died I just lost all my joy
So it seems why pretend like death
Doesn't change you and wear a mask
Life is full of unknowns

I don't like lies so I lost joy
I was in fifth grade when the mask
Was donned to make others not worry
But deep down I knew it was a lie
That it would fool most but eventually
Someone would be able to see through it
Never really prepared myself for that day
Life is full of unknowns

But then that day came and it changed me
I fell in love but looking back now
I don't know why I did nothing against them
But I don't think I was ready for that
I still remember that day main reason
Well they had to clarify what they meant
I was a dense person still am don't see
The signs until they're to late and damage
Was done leaving me a terrible mess
Hating myself for what I've done
Not being able to look in a mirror
Because all I see are those sick fucks
Looking right at me laughing and taunting
That I'm just like them the being they made
Life is full of unknowns

True fully growing up I was constantly
Wishing I would die in my sleep
Just so I could escape from the hell
I became numb to just to survive it
Now I'm just writing words to cope with
The horrors of a past forgotten then
Remembered wondering what else
Did I go through in that hell to survive
Whatever it was it left me altered and broken
Life is full of unknowns

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