The cold will kill
I'm not unlike the cold
I kill my emotions to be numb
I'm cold to new people anti-social
New people always runs the risk of
Another knife being stabbed in my back
The cold will kill
That's where I'm alike to cold weather
It can and will kill given a chance and time
I'm cold and kill daily just emotions
Because I don't know what to do with them
So being numb as if I've become frozen
Seems like the best solution in my brain
The cold will kill
The cold is a pain for me asthma
Makes it harder to breath
Yet I continue to push on
The cold outside doesn't bother me
It's the coldness with in me that I hate
There's very little joy in what I do
Day in day out same thing I live the
Definition of insanity but it's nothing to me
The cold will kill
The hell I walked through to survive
It changed me I like to think I was joyful
But the memories from my childhood
Are mostly just ash that is blown around
Always wondering what it was like
I know so little about my past yet
I know it was so harsh it made cold
The cold will kill
The cold in me is so intense I constantly
Seek ways to warm myself from it
Sometimes I'll sit on a heater vent
Others I'll make tea and not wait for
It to cool down I crave warmth
I'll even eat hot food before it cools
Anything to give me warmth
The cold will kill
Yet I hate summer I spend it
With an air conditioner on high
To avoid warmth that I desperately crave
You see summer is nice but I hate the
Feeling of being so hot that I might faint
And spring is nice but where I'm from
It's usually just a prolonged winter
The only difference is the sun's out more
The cold will kill
I'm even cold to my friends
Not sure how I change that
Probably develop better communication skills
But I doubt that'll ever happen
I've spent most my life in the cold
That is my soul if I have one not sure anymore
The cold will kill
YOU ARE READING
words from a broken soul
Poetryjust a collection of free verse/rondel poems(short stories to lengthy ones I guess) I've written over the course of ten months so far some won't be uploaded as I know they would get flagged as to dark of topics so yeah enjoy or don't. Feed back is h...
