It's hard for me to trust someone
It comes naturally when you were fed lies
I was fed lies for almost a decade
Most were told by the bitch
They told me lies about my mom
How she didn't want to come see me and my siblings
How she never loved me or my siblings and so much more but I digress those were fed to me for almost a decade
Since I was two months old the bitch fed me lies
And abused me and my sisters
So trust issues were born from it
Don't know what a "normal" family is
But I know when I have kids I want them to experience what I didn't have
Which is a trusting relationship
Those of you who I trust earned it in some way or another
Be it they provided a way to escape
Or that they're someone I can vent to
Don't fuck it up I'm not likely to give a second chance
I've been stabbed to many times so you stab me
I'll tell you Vai a farti fottere figlio di puttana
And that'll be that another knife in my back a constant reminder why I'm naturally untrusting
And where trust can get (oh) believe me I've got enough knives in my back I'm not trying to add more to the collection of the reasons not to trust in people when so many have stabbed me in the back
I find it funny to the point I feel mania in my brain
Thinking about all the different ways I could be betrayed by everyone I know
Ah well c'est la vie of someone whose been brainwashed half their life
YOU ARE READING
words from a broken soul
PoezieI don't own the two songs I've posted on the two newest poems but give them a listen if you like. just a collection of free verse/rondel poems(short stories to lengthy ones I guess) I've written over the course of ten months so far some won't be upl...
