Insomnia

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Chances are you know someone who suffers from Insomnia
It's like mania from the brain
I suffered from its since my childhood
The sick fuck wouldn't get me meds for
It

Just like she wouldn't get me tested for adhd which feels like mania at least for me which probably was the cause of my Insomnia
A thousand thoughts racing in my brain
Felt like mania to me
Caused my Insomnia

Just laying on the couch it felt like it was three a.m.
The mania from my adhd caused my Insomnia
That's what my rational brain tells me at least

The Insomnia fucked my brain up made it harder to get up for school
Mania from my adhd made it harder to focus my brain
I think the sick fuck was counting on the mania that my brain was causing me
To make me obedient that's my guess from the maniac brain of mine

Maybe I'm just insane in the brain to you but to me it makes sense in my brain
Then again at lot of things that made me feel like a maniac make me feel like a brainiac

The brainwashing from the sick fuck makes sense to my manic brain it was so I would be a good little obedient toy for her
But no this is my life to live I'm gonna get along with this mania brain of mine
It's better than letting what she did to me control me
Only me myself and I control the mania that is my brain

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