Sanders Sides Onshots Book 2 {COMPLETED}

Countdown (Your Pick)

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I see this as Analogical. But if course it's whatever you see it as. Could be platonic or romantic.

T.W. Sad? I guess it's depression and wanting to skip meals.

10...

The pain is excruciating. I can't move, not that I want to, I just have no energy, no motivation, no reason to move. My heart is heavy, and my head is a mess, I have no escape, and I want to end it all.

9...

The light is bright, even though all the curtains are closed, and there is no bulb illuminating the room, the door is closed, and the only light comes from a sliver from under the door.

8...

This should be my life, just my black bed, black pillows. The shape of my body mounded into the mattress. The heat radiating out of me, and onto the bed.

7...

My eyes focus on the wall, seeing the slight bumps, yet as my eyes trail further away, the bumps are less pronounced.

6...

My eyes have closed too many times, and reopened, why can they not just stay closed? Why can I not do something right? Why can I not just stop everything?

5...

He comes in everyday, making me eat, making me move, making me do something... anything. Why can't he see I don't want it? I just want nothing and to leave, to stop.

4...

He fluffs my pillows, makes sure I'm comfortable, and makes sure I'm still breathing. He cares, but I don't want him to. I want him to see who I really am, and just leave.

3...

Maybe I like having him around, maybe I like knowing he's there, and he'll check on me daily. Maybe it's nice to have someone care. No matter what I do or say, he's still here.

2...

He stayed overnight last night, told me he wouldn't leave, that he didn't want me doing something stupid. If he wasn't there I would have. He saved me.

1...

I'm not alone, he's here for me, and maybe, just maybe...

I'm okay.

313 words

I don't know. I'm just not feeling great, angsty fluff... I guess. Eh?

I'll try and get some decent stuff out tomorrow, around any homework I have. Also, I'll try and upload my other books, because I suck and I can't upload anything.

I can't maintain a schedule.

I'm sorry.

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