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T.W. Anorexia, Anxiety, Depression, relapse, self harm.
They think that I'm eating.
They think I've gotten over my "phase"
They think I am okay
And I'm not.
I wait for them to see
I wait for them to help
I wait for them
I wait and wait and wait
But no one sees my pain.
Why can't you see me?
Why can't you see my pain?
Please help me.
Please help me.
I need you.
I wait for them to see
I'm not better
To know I'm not okay.
I'm falling backwards
I never stepped forwards
And I never made any difference.
Why can't you see
I'm not okay?
They think I've gotten better.
That I'm eating again.
That my anxiety is gone
That I keep my wrists clean
That the razors are all gone.
And my depression has died down
The only thing dying here
Is me.
The truth is,
They won't see I'm getting better
They won't see my pain.
Because in all honesty
I've just gotten better
At hiding my disorders.
Everyone thinks I've gotten better
I haven't...
I've just gotten better at hiding it.
- Roman.
168 words
-Satan_- have some Roman angst because I love you! 😂 platonically!
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