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Chapter 63:

It was time of night Neil was standing near the window and looking at the picture which he capture at the day he smiles and caress that on the other side avni was very disturbed by thinking about the kids they are really close to her what will happen when she will go avni think something then she saw the time it was 11:58 she think and her eyes filled with tears she went to the window and look at the sky she was finding someone in the sky then she saw the time it's 12:00am

Avni: happy birthday maa.

Avni close her eyes and tears roll from her eyes.

Avni: I miss you.

She was already disturbed because of the complex relations now that her mother's birthday on the other side Neil was coming to her room and stop to hear her singing.

Avni sings:

Ae Zindagi Qatra Hoon Main
Ya Main Hoon Dariya Tumhara
Ae Zindagi Zarra Hoon Main
Ya Main Hoon Saara Zamaana
Ik Baar Aankhen Milaa Ke Bata De
Kyaa Naam Hai Mera…

Chaand Hoon Main Yaa Chaand Ka Tukda Ya Main Hoon Daag Tumhara.

Neil was listening her and avni was signing her eyes were teary.

Ae Zindagi Qatra Hoon Main
Ya Main Hoon Dariya Tumhara
Ae Zindagi Zarra Hoon Main
Ya Main Hoon Saara Zamaana.

Main Chadhta Savera
Ya Hoon Kaali Raat ( Neil shocked).
Ya Mit Mit Ke Banti Hui Kainaat
Main Girta Sitaara Hoon
Ya Hoon Falak
Ya Waqt Ki Aankhon Se Tooti Palak

Hai Ugte Sooraj Ki Mujh Mein Tapish
Hai Jalti Sitaaro Ki Mujh Mein Khalish
Ya Mitti Ka Chota Sa Main Hoon Diya
Maa Ne Se Re Raaz Roshan Kiya.

Ae Zindagi Main Roshni
Ya Main Andhera Tumhara
Ae Zindagi Main Hoon Marhan
Ya Zakhm Main Hoon Purana
Ik Baar Aankhen Milaa Ke Bata To
Kya Naam Hai Mera

Chaand Hoon Main Ya Chaand Ka Tukda Ya Main Hoon Daag Tumhara

Ae Zindagi Katra Hoon Mein
Ya Main Hoon Dariya Tumhara
Ae Zindagi Zarra Hoon Main
Ya Main Hoon Sara Zamana

Avni was asking the question to her life what is her name what is her identity her biological parents died then mehtas adopt her and gave her the name then she grown up by facing the hardship of life she got married to Neil that is also a contract marriage does she has her name does she has her identity people always judged her and remind her she is a adopted child Maya always hit her physically mentally emotionally her mother committed suicide in front of her eyes she is the witness of that incident and still that thing hunt her and now when she got the love of her life whom she love the most she can't even call him her because their marriage is contract marriage she has a family but she is alone all will end Soon and that thing is hurting her she know her love also loves her but she can't live with him she has a family for which she crave since childhood because on the name of family she had only neela maa but now she has the family but that will also be snatched soon she has no right on any thing she don't have any identity what she called herself avni mehta or avni Neil khanna she has the name but she don't has the name everything is a mess.

Ik Taara Meera Ka ( Neil's eyes were teary he can feel her pain).
Doha Kabeere Ka
Ik Taara Meera Ka
Doha Kabeere Ka
Main Khaali Pyaala Hoon Pagle Fakire Ka
Aaghaaz Koi Na Anjaam Hai
Mera Toh Kaoi Bhi Nahi Naam Hai ( a tear falls from avni's eyes and Neil shocked).

To Kyun Tere Rakhwaale Ghere Lagate Hain
Rasmon Ke Pinjre Mein Qaid Karaate Hain
Kyun Daam Dete Hain Thappa Lagaate Hain
Mujhse Kyun Main Ki Jung Karaate Hain
Jung Karaate Hain
Jung Karaate Hain…

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