Secret Admirer

Vacation last part

Chapter 59:

Avni and Neil were looking at eachother avni want to get the answer of her question that if someone else was at her place then what he would have done.

Neil: of course I will not do that and about you I said I panicked by seeing your condition.

Avni: so what would you have do with anyone else?

Neil: I would have try to awake that person and more over I would have been in my complete conscious I would not panic and think calmly about that and about you I panicked and was totally black i thought what if I lose y.

Neil stop and look at avni who was looking at him Neil avoid eye contact avni smiles with teary eyes she was happy that he care about her and afraid of losing her but she was sad also that their relation is of some days more and they can't live together forever their relation is so complicated they love eachother but can not confess that they can't live without eachother but they can't live with eachother their relation has everything love, trust, mutual understanding, care but still their relation is incomplete it have name but it don't have name so complicated but perfect because it has it's beauty.

Avni: things are so complicated right?

Neil look at her and smiles sadly.

Neil: we made it complicated.

Avni: true.

Neil: anyway so you are not angry with me right?

Avni shook her head.

Avni: no NK let's just leave this topic it's quite weird to talk about it and I am feeling uncomfortable I mean we I mean you me close.

Avni close her eyes and shook her head by imagining that thing.

Avni: let's just leave it and nothing happened between us so why we are talking about it.

Neil: I just want to clear the things I don't want any misunderstanding between us and I didn't do anything but the thing happened is also up to the mark we were cl clos close and that to.

Avni close her eyes.

Avni: please stop it leave this topic.

Neil look at her and nods.

Neil: Ok as you wish I can understand even It is difficult for me to talk about it but I thought it important anyway you take rest.

Avni nods.

Avni: I think this is what I am doing since morning.

Neil smiles.

Neil: but it is necessary for you and then we have to went back home so you have to take rest.

Avni smiles like this two days passed and avni is fine now but still weak avni was passing by corridor she saw vidyut's room is open she frown and went there and saw Neil is sitting by holding the picture frame in his hands and his eyes were closed and trea roll from his eyes avni sighs she wipe her unshed tears and came to Neil and keep her hand at his shoulder Neil open his eyes and look up at avni Neil wipes his tears.

Avni: why you came here when you know this room give you pain.

Neil: tomorrow we are going back so thought to see it one last time.

Avni sit besides him.

Avni: you miss him a lot right.

Neil nods while looking at the picture frame.

Avni: can I ask you something?

Neil: yes ask?

Avni: what about that girl what her name juhi right.

Neil get angry by hearing juhi name.

Avni: I am sorry I hurt you.

Neil look at her.

Neil: no it's not like that I don't know about her after vidyut's death I went to her home but that was locked and then mom gave me her sware and took me from here and after that I never came back here.

Avni: but now you came because of me NK please forgive me because of me your wounds get fresh once again.

Neil: avniii nothing is like that ok why you came here.

Avni: I was passing from here and saw the open door so I came here.

Neil: oh ok so come let's go.

Avni nods and they get up Neil hang the frame on the wall and look at it he sighs and lock the door and next day they came back to her home they get down from the car and smiles to see the home kids ran from there avni sighs.

Avni: home sweet home.

Neil smiles.

Neil: let's go inside.

Avni nods and they went inside and meet all.

Bebe: thank God you came back I was feeling bored by seeing the face of this Shweta.

Avneil smiles Neil shook his head.

Shweta: bebeeee.

Neil: Ok ok now please don't start again mom bebe we are tired so we are going to take rest.

Bebe: Ok.

Neil: Avni let's go

Avni look at him Neil realised that now they are at home so they will live in their separate room.

Neil: I mean go and take some rest you are still weak.

Avni looks down and nods and they went Neil enter the room and look at it he was missing shimla where they live in the same room it's so strange the home which I hated now he is missing that because he had some good memories of that with avni Neil sighs and think.

At night avneil were laying on the bed at their separate rooms both turn their sides and think about eachother and flashes of the vacation where they went to visit places Neil hug her and cries they were about to kiss and many more they accepted their fate but the night when they were close that night changed everything Neil felt the pain of losing her and their closeness changed their mind and situation.

Neil: Avni is here in this home then why I am missing her.

Avni: I am missing Neil avni control your emotions you can't think about him you both have no future.

Neil: my heart want to see her.

Neil Think.

Neil: no Neil what she think about you you can't fall for her again already things are complex don't complicate them more.

Neil turns his side but he was not sleepy the same case was with avni she was thinking about Neil she hears the foot steps and close her eyes then Neil enter the room he tried a lot but was helpless in front of his heart and came there Neil thought she is sleeping he came to them and cover avni and kids properly and sit beside his kids he cares their hairs and kiss their head he also cares avni's hairs she tried to not move and neil was about to kiss her head but he stop and think.

Neil in mind: no it's wrong it's wrong I can't do this.

Neil look at avni and went from there avni open her eyes and tears roll from her eyes she wipes them and was thinking about her fate.