Forever? Forever.

Baby Shower.

Since the WWE Universe as well as my family and friends heard the news about the pregnancy, everyone was begging to plan a baby shower for me. I was only five months along, but with everything going on with Teej,  I needed to get away from my thoughts.

From what I was able to observe, TJ was staying with Jack Gallagher, Cedric Alexander and Brian Kendrick. They had all been known to drive together, and bought an apartment as a group years ago, so I assumed he was staying there.

I was quite excited about this baby shower, I hadn't heard any details, mainly because people at work are secretive. All I was told was to prepare to be pampered. TJ was so supportive during my pregnancy with Codi, where as during this one, I hadn't even heard from him. I didn't even know if he was going to turn up for the shower.

As I drove back into the house, I could hear murmurs, which told me that the shower was in my backyard. With Codi in my arms, I wandered in the yard, amazed at  the detail. Rose fairy lights coveting across branches, and beautiful floral, bohemian centre pieces. Everything was beautiful!

Hours had passed and it was time for the gender reveal. TJ hadn't turned up, so I think onlookers were grasping that there was an issue. I didn't want to do the gender reveal by myself, so I had some assistance from Codi. She was sitting in my lap, and she held the balloon as I popped it to reveal both blue and pink confetti. That was it. I was having twins. Double the love, double the joy.

TJ had always wanted a son, and now he doesn't even know he's having one. And another daughter. As everything came to a halt, I put Codi in her bed and watched her sleep for a little while, before hearing the doorbell ring. I wasn't too pleased to be disturbed, but was even less impressed that Jack and Cedric were at the door. "We wish that we could stay." They began as I held my stomach. "But TJ didn't want to be here, he didn't want to see you be emotional."

They handed me a letter and left. I didn't want to see it, I didn't want to read it. I left it in the kitchen, and put my wedding ring over the top of it.