"Your in love with her," I look at Rook. Am I in love?
I've never been in love.
"Jess, Your in love with him," She was right I was in love with Colson. I was in love with Machine Gun Kelly
Logan makes his way to the sofa and sits down. There's a awkward silence that surrounds us.
"Soo.." I say trying to get him to tell me what his doing her.
"Will you at least sit next to me instead of standing over there," he asks I slowly peel my self from the frame and walk over to him I take a seat next to him and wait for him to talk.
"Youve actually decorated?" I nod with a slight laugh.
"Sure you swore you would never decorate," it was true my mom was the one who decorated the place I swore to never change it but it's now 2019 and I think she would want a change if she was still here.
"Are you going to tell me what your doing here," he nods then turns to me.
"I'm sorry," I look up not this again "and I ain't going to apologize for anything else apart from me blaming you for everything." I was shocked I thought that this was the one thing he wouldn't say sorry for.
"I guess it was my fault that we lost our baby," a tear rolls down my face as I shake my head.
"N..no don't say that," I choke out.
"I was the one putting stress on you I wasn't there for you and I want there for you when we lost the baby I was with her and I regret that." Tears now rolling down both of our faces.
"Maybe if I listened to you more and helped you out more I would of realised you couldn't handle it. I could of done something." I shake my head again.
"We couldn't have done anything. None of us are to blame. I guess it was just not our time to be parents. Maybe you cheating is what was supposed to happen." He shakes his head this time.
"I shouldn't of cheated on you full stop. Especially when we lost our baby I should if been there for you wiping your tears. Helping you heal but I wasn't I just blamed you for everything I just didn't care anymore," I hadn't realised that I wasn't the only one who fell into depression after my miscarriage but so did Logan.
I put my hand on top of his and rest my head on his shoulder we was both crying at this point. I never would if thought that me and Logan would be in the same room again talking and not shouting. It was nice.
My phone goes off but I ignore it whatever it is can wait. But then so does Logans phone he picks it up and looks at it.
He wipes his tears and his expression changes to a sympathetic look.
"What I ask," he tries to move his phone away from me so I wouldn't see. So instead I pick my phone up.
It was a notification from clevver news.
The headline read: Are Machine Gun Kelly and Chantel Jeffries back together?
I read it over and over confused why would they think that??
I them scroll further down and read the article with Logans eyes on me and his hand in my knee. And thats when I see the photo.
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Yeah it didn't look bad at first but then there was a video at the bottom of the article of the two of them kissing. I should of knew that things were to good to be true. His machine gun kelly after all he doesn't care about anyone apart from himself and his dick.
Logan looks at me and I try my hardest not to cry but he can tell that I want to.
"Come on get dressed we're going out" I do as I'm told.
