Hate me. (Minsung)

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after his tantrum he decided to calm down; to relax his heart because at this rate he was surely going to either die from fear or from a heart attack.

he stayed still until he felt a puff of air hit his head. he looked up again from feeling minho sigh against his hair, still viewing his calm expression.

he looked like a kitten.

jisung blinked, focusing his eyes in the dark to attempt to see better. his eyelashes were crazy long and jisung suddenly was able to feel just how built minho was.

the arm that kept him in place was warm and.. almost welcoming. it was strong and sturdy. almost like a pillar- if that was the proper description,, he felt suffocated.

"minho i'm gonna kill you." jisung mumbled, knowing full well that he wouldn't hear him.

it was quiet and the sound of the fan was the only sound he could even note. it was originally quiet but it felt excruciatingly loud now.

jisung looked around aimlessly with his eyes, waiting for the moment that the arm would loosen or move even in the slightest.

he sighed again, just laying there until he felt minho finally move again. it was slight- but he ended up moving even further on to his side.

now there really wasn't any wiggle room.

jisung held his breath for a while, peering up at the face centimeters away from him.

wow.. he's pretty

jisung felt himself pause for a second as if having an epiphany- that hm. maybe felix was onto something.

he looked so so peaceful, almost enough to question why the hell there was fire between them. how could someone so peaceful and kind looking possibly ever have issues with another human being?

there was some kind of feeling that came with viewing someone in such a calm sleeping state. some sort of admiration.

but jisung wouldn't let himself be fooled though. no matter how many meals minho cooks or how many shirts he allows jisung to steal.

of course all of those were all circumstantial, but even if they weren't. jisung would not let himself think even for a moment that minho wasn't a douche bag.

despite how completely different minho looked when he was asleep- he wouldn't be fooled.

even though minho moved close enough that he rested his cheek on top of jisung's head while still holding onto him.

even if jisung could now feel every single exhale the older gave, even if hair on his head moved with every gentle breath. even if his eyes threatened to shut at the warmth surrounding him.

even if this was his first time being cuddled by someone other than felix. jisung felt his eyes grow heavier and heavier. his vision went blurry and his breathing slowed along with his heart.

to be held like this by someone taller and stronger than him. jisung had no doubt in his mind that minho could probably snap his back in half like a glow stick with a singular squeeze.

but the fact that he was in arms that could do that yet they weren't- it felt far too comfortable than it should've been.

after maybe three more minutes, minho finally moved his arm to his side, releasing jisung yet still having his cheek against the top of the blonde's head.

jisung took this as a sign to get up- even if his soul was content in staying in the warm, cozy spot.

he zoomed out of the bed- immediately shooting over to his own bed and instantly pulling all the covers over his head.

he couldn't believe that just happened,

how long was i stuck there??

how humiliating.

he felt his neck burn up again. he was gonna die.

jisung thought long and hard about suffocating himself with the covers, but fell asleep before he could act on it.

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"han, wake the fuck up." there was a light shove to his arm that brought jisung out from his sleep.

he felt two more surprisingly light nudges before he willed his eyes to open as he turned over in his bed. he sat up, murmuring incoherent sentences draped in sleep as he reached to rub his eyes.

"felix is gonna be mad at you." minho chimed, going back to the kitchen to make himself cereal.

the mention of the freckled boy had jisung tilting his head. "huh..?" he dumbly murmured, turning his head toward minho even if his eyes weren't open.

"your friend called me to wake you up. said you two have plans, or something." minho explained, pouring the cheerios in the bowl. "you probably forgot huh."

feeling around blindly for his phone, jisung found it on the night stand, unplugging it and squinting at the screen as it turned on.

sure enough- he had forgotten that felix wanted to hang out with him today.

there wasn't school and they decided to hang out quite a while ago so of course it slipped his mind. "oh..." he slowly says, finally beginning to wake up.

not even a second later there was a knock on the door. "FELIX IS HERE." the australian shouted, pounding on the door solely as an announcement.

before minho could even approach the door it shot open, making him stumble back as felix stormed in. before even commenting on how jisung was half asleep, his head sharply turned to minho.

he pointed at him. "get dressed."

minho blinked.

"what?" jisung practically gurgled, eyes still squinted but this time in a mix of sleepiness and confusion.

"he needs to get ready, hyunjin's waiting outside." felix grinned.

"hyunjin??" its was minho's turn to speak in confusion now.

nothing was making sense and felix seemed to confident in what he was saying that it almost felt strange to question it.

"yup. come on, let's go!!" felix walked over to jisung, grabbing onto his arm and pulling him from out of his covers- dragging him out of bed and flinging the half awake boy into the bathroom as he stumbled in the process.

he closed the door before he could hear any more confused murmurs from jisung and waited there staring intensely at minho until the older felt uncomfortable enough to get up and get ready in fear that felix would begin biting his ankles or something.

after a few minutes jisung came out of the bathroom and felix agreed to explain. the blonde awkwardly sat down on his bed to put on his shoes while minho sat on his own bed on his phone. "i'll only explain once we get in the car." felix announced.

at this, jisung and minho exchanged a look.

before either of them could say anything both were grabbed by their wrists and were dragged out by felix before they could protest.