Tommyinnit Oneshots (With SBI) (Book 2)

Never Said Goodbye (Tommy angst)(3/4)

Note this contains suicide, please read with caution

Ranboo POV

Tommyinnit fell from a high place

That didn't make sense, Ranboo thought to himself as he read the message. Tommy was on his last life and he- The enderman froze as the realization struck him. He wouldn't. Before he could fully understand what he was doing, purple particles surrounded him.

Suddenly he was at logstedshire. He burst into tears at the sight of the tower. It was true. Tommy had taken his final life. His knees gave out as he fully began sobbing. He pounded his fists into the ground, wishing that he could have been there. Maybe he could have saved him... Maybe the blonde would be here right now.

"I'm so sorry Toms." he cried out to the wind, knowing the words would never reach him. Tommy was gone and he wasn't coming back.

It took a long time for Ranboo to get to his feet again. The pain was too much, it hurt worse than any physical wound could. He couldn't help but look around the place, hoping Tommy left something behind. Anything would be comforting.

It didn't take long for him to find the book. Taking a deep breath, he flipped to the ending pages. There the ink was fresh, implying the time it was written.

To whoever cares

Who am I kidding? My death will likely come as a relief for most. But I suppose I should at least leave something for those who wonder my reasoning. 

I just couldn't take it anymore. The voices are just too much. They remind me of what I really am to everyone. A burden, a screwup, a disappointment. There's nothing I could ever do to change that. I've been nothing but a problem since I arrived. At first it was easy to ignore with laughter and jokes.

But it didn't take me long to realize that my worst fears were true. Everyone hated me. Exile only confirmed that. And I deserved it. I deserved to feel this way, after all it was necessary. Dream was right.

But even if people do hate me, I still care about them. Or some of them would be a better way to put it. To the people who tried to help me, thank you. I'm sorry I lied and said I was getting better. I'm sorry I couldn't try harder.

Please don't blame yourselves. You deserve to be happy and that will be a lot easier without me.

Farewell,

Tommy

Ranboo burst into more tears, gripping the book in his hands. Tommy left this world believing everyone hated him...

And there was nothing he could do to change it.

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