🔥"What?!"
"When?!"
"You have a kid?!"
"No! I don't have a kid, she made an abortion!" Jimin said, very quietly, making everyone hush immediately.
Tae almost burnt his arm off trying to reach Jimin over the fire. Jungkook saved him. Obviously.
Jimin crawled up into a small ball, cradling his knees.
"The sad part is, I wasn't all that keen on doing her in the first place. I wasn't that into her. But one night it just sort of happened. We were practising late and I was on the floor and she just sat down ontop of me and, yeah, one thing led to another. It was completely soulless, at least on my part. And I had carpet burns on my bum for weeks!"
"Sounds like she fucking raped you, man." Yoongi said.
Jimin shook his head. "No. I knew what I was doing. I just couldn't be bothered enough to refuse her. And I was really sad." he shrugged.
"Why?" Hobi asked.
Jimin drew a shaky breath, "Because you were with Minho and still in love with Tae." he sobbed. He didn't want to admit this, but it was the truth, embarrassing as it may be.
"Baby!" Hobi drew him into his lap, cradling him, "I'm so sorry!"
Jimin reached up and caressed Hobi's cheek, "It wasn't your fault, baby. You didn't know."
He sat quiet for a while.
"I felt so fucking unloved." he confessed, "You didn't want me. Tae didn't want me." Taehyung flinched in Kook's arms and got a reassuring squeeze.
"Jungkook didn't want me." Jimin continued, "But she did." he wiped a rouge tear from his cheek.
"When she told me she was pregnant, I fucking wanted to die! I was so angry with myself for doing that to her, to me! I could have used a condom! I could have just not put my dick in her without protection!" Hobi hugged him closer.
"She was only nineteen and a gifted dancer so of course she didn't want to keep it." he shrugged, "I think about it sometimes, what it would've been like, and, I think I would've loved being a dad." he broke down in Hobi's arms. Taehyung got up and hugged him and Hobi, stroking Jimin's hair.
"That's why you went off to service?" Tae asked, very softly.
"Yeah." Jimin admitted, "I was punishing myself." He looked up at Tae, "I'm sorry I never told you. She didn't want anyone to know and..." he shrugged. Tae kissed him on the forehead and went back to Jungkook's arms since Jimin had calmed down.
They all sat quiet for a while.
Then Jin said, out of the blue, "I, just, is there anyone I know that hasn't had a crush on my brother?"
"No." Yoongi said deadpanned.
"Yoongi!" Tae was mortified.
"What?" Yoongi turned to Tae and took his chin in his hand, shaking his face, "I'm supposed to feel embarrassed for wishing you'd been a girl on a couple of occasions?" he winked, and let go of him. Tae hid against Jungkook's neck.
"Well at least I fell in love with him in more of a brotherly/cute little cousin kind of way." Namjoon smiled.
Taehyung drilled himself into Jungkook's chest, he was so embarrassed.
"Adorable!" Jungkook giggled and tipped him backwards against the log, kissing the life out of him.
"Yes, yes," Yoongi said and slapped Jungkook on the back when Taehyung started to moan, "he is yours. We know."
Jungkook started to get up but was floored by the look in Taehyung's eyes, black with desire, lust and want, and Tae didn't let him. He drew him back in with a tight grip on the front of his shirt.
"Ok. Here we go." Jin said and stood up, "Time to go." he brushed himself off, "Or these two will screw infront of us."
Namjoon giggled and got up as well, walking over to the kids, getting them to stand up with a tight grip around their necks.
Yoongi snickered and joined him.
Tae and Kook didn't stop kissing of course, they just kept it up, standing.
"I think Jimin and I are gonna stay for a bit." Hobi said, still seated with Jimin in his arms. "We'll just take a cab or something later."
"Ok." Jin said and caressed them on their heads.
Yoongi and Namjoon was wrangling the kids infront of them, steering them towards the van they'd rented to be able to all get around the island."I'm sorry you had to go through that alone." Hobi said, softly. He was leaning back on his arms, legs streached out infront of him, with Jimin curled up at his side.
"I didn't have to," Jimin admitted, "I could have told Tae, or you, hell, I could have even told Yoongi! But I didn't." he shrugged. "I was ashamed and I was angry."
He sat up and crossed his legs, turning to Hobi, "And," he took Hobi's hand and silenced. He didn't know how to put this into words and it was scary!
"I was so in love with you." he finally confessed, "Tae and Kook, that was just crushes and, you know, right in front of me, but you. You were so funny, and kind and fucking sexy and grown up and, totally in love with my best friend, besides being out of my league. And then you got involved with Minho, who's just, tall, dark and handsome, and mysterious. And older than you. And, accomplished. And, I was just this little kid who didn't know anything about anything. Why would you ever want me?"
He shook his head, "I had no self esteem and I didn't feel like I had any right to even want you. So I chose not to tell anyone. I was scared I'd prove I was actually useless if I did."
"And now?" Hobi asked, "You still feel like you have no right to me?"
"Yeah, no. That's the funny part. It feels like all that happened to two completely different people?" Jimin looked up at Hobi, totally bewildered, "Like I watched a movie or something? It's really weird!"
Hobi bent over and gripped his chin and pulled him in for a kiss.
Jimin huddled up to Hobi again and put his arms around him, leaning his head against the crook of his neck.
"And kids? You still wanna have kids, or?" Hobi wondered.
Jimin sighed, "I don't know if I'm, truly, ready for kids, Hoseok. Just trying to imagine having kids with you? My mind doesn't even wanna go there, because it's so scary! Uncharted, adult, territory. Yeah, no, I'm not ready for kids."
"'Cause I want a family, Jimin. I want a man and a couple of kids to take care of, love and grow old with. A home."
He looked at Jimin, "I'm very traditional that way." he smiled.
"I know." Jimin caressed his face. "I'm just not sure I can give you that, Hoseok." he sighed, "At least not, not right now." he admitted and returned to his koala position, "Do you think we should break up?"
Hobi pondered the question for a while, was this a deal breaker for him, or?
He sighed, "Do you know what I'm the most envious of, about Tae and Kook's relationship?" he asked, rhetorically, "How they're so obviously on this journey together." he answered, "Willing to go wherever the other one wants to go because they want to experience everything together." he sighed again, "But we're not them Jimin. And I just think it's important that you know that this is something I really want, at least some day. But I don't want to break up with you, no. We've just started! I don't know where this is going!"
Jimin straddled him and took his head in his hands, "How about we come back to this from time to time? Take stock? See if anything's changed for either of us?"
Hobi kissed him and then whispered, "Let's go back to the hotel and make love."
Jimin stood up and pulled Hobi with him, "Let's.""Jesus Christ! Slow down!" Yoongi complained at the two intertwined moaning messes in the backseat.
"Relax!" Namjoon turned around from the passenger's seat infront of Yoongi, "They're just kissing!" he assured him.
"This is just kissing?!" Yoongi shrieked.
"Mhm." Namjoon smiled, "It's when they start to lick eachother's necks and opening eachother's shirts you need to be really careful." he lectured.
Taehyung and Jungkook were laughing still splayed out in the backseat ontop of eachother.
"Jesus, Namjoon!" Tae giggled, "You make us sound like some wild animals!"
"Well, you are." Jin said, primly, "Couple of Horndogs."
"Wah, he loves us!" Jungkook shrugged and went back in.
"Children!" Jin's voice whipped, "Behave! We have company!"
"Yes, dad!" they said in unison and sat up slightly. Still kissing though. Just a tad more chaste."Do you get why I'm the luckiest man alive, Tae?" Jungkook had him pressed up against the wall just inside their hotel room, "Do you get it now?" he put his tongue down Tae's throat, "You could have your pick! Anyone!"
Tae was shaking trying to scale off Jungkook's shirt and pull it up from his pants, and get those stupid garments off at the same time.
"But you're the one I need." Tae said through chattering teeth.
Jungkook sobbed and picked him up and carried him to the bed.
Taehyung was finally able to free Jungkook's body from all that fucking fabric! And bit a line from his pecs to his groin. "Lube." he demanded, and Jungkook scooted up on his back so he could reach the nightstand, growling and getting distracted when Taehyung put him in his mouth.
Tae bobbed his head up and down, swirling his tongue around Jungkook's rock hard cock, making him buck his hips, when he suddenly let up and retrieved the lube Jungkook had forgotten all about, and started up again.
This time with three fingers in Jungkook's hole, teasing his sweet spot, driving him crazy!
And then Taehyung pushed him open, ramming himself in, hooking his arms around Jungkook's shoulders, pulling him down on his cock as he thrusted up, "I love, you, I love you, I love you," he chanted, mangling his man.
And Jungkook came. And came. And came.
"TAEHYUNG!" he roared, and Tae came with three last pounding thrusts, "AHH, AHH, AHHHRRG!"
"OMG, baby!" Jungkook panted, "That was..."
"Yeah."
"That was a good fuck." Jungkook pant-laughed.
"I thought so." Tae said, rather proud, supporting himself on his arms he'd crossed over Kook's chest, looking up at the love of his life.
He lifted his hand and drew a line with his thumb from the corner of Jungkook's eye to the middle of his chin. "It's you, Jungkook. You are the one for me. It's always going to be you."
Jungkook sobbed and pulled him up so he could kiss Tae all over his face.
"I am. The luckiest. Man alive." he whispered.
"No. I am." Tae assured him and put his head on his shoulder.
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The Kim Family Tetralogy
FanfictionThis is the story about how a group of people come together to change the world. It's centered around the Kim Family Household where two brothers, Kim Seokjin and Kim Taehyung lose their parents at a very young age and have to fend for themselves, t...