her truth

not liking this but what can I do?

Has a month went by, Sandra did tell her lawyer about what her daughter had said but the told her the girls were allowed to go and see there father and there was nothing he could do, Sandra was on edge when the next weekend came by, this time Diego bought the girls love just to get them to leave her house happy.
Sandra didn't like that type of parenting, she liked the active parenting not the I'll buy your love. But again what could she do.
After Emily and Sarah went with there father, Sandra still didn't know his location and was out of her mind with worry, didn't help with what he had said before she filed for divorce about taking the girls to his place in Mexico, Sandra just couldn't stop worrying.
Cleaning the house whole, Sandra was to the couch to be watching television to still be worrying, her father was upstairs to his bedroom to be sick with something for Sandra to be alone, she signed has she thought about her kids.
Sandra then shook her head to get up to go to the bedroom to then start cleaning there room and doing there laundry, to then be to her room to lay down to her side to be eyeing out the window to sign here and there.
Sandras whole life was taking care of her kids and now she didn't know what to do. She then went to her back to eye up to rethink everything Diego was lying to the court about to shake her head, she really thought he would go through this with honesty like her but that was not what was going on, he was lying through his teeth and doing the one thing he also told her he would do which each make her look crazy in court.
Sandra then went to her other side to second guess this divorce, she didn't like being away from her babies for one second and this was killing her, she placed her hand over her eyes to whimper.
What am I going to do? I get them back on Sunday but it feels so far away. I miss my babies so much, If I text him and ask how they are I know he is going to be an ass. Also will that look bad on me for court?
Sandra then started to roll about to not get that much sleep has she started to really over think. Sleeping in, Sandra was downstairs to make breakfast for herself to be to the seat to have her fork go about to sign. She missed her kids like crazy, missed there laughs, there talking, playing with them.
Sandra then moved the plate forward to place her hands to either side of her head to close her eyes to take in deep breathes.
I can get through this, the girls will be here and safe this time, you can do this, they can do this.
Sandra signed to then grab her untouched food to place to the fridge to then go to the couch to lay down to watch tv, she looked up to see her father come down to then go to the fridge.
"Who's...."
"Your can have it."
"You sure?"
"I'm not hungry."
Her father then took the food to then heat it up to then go upstairs, being sick he would quarantine himself to not get anyone else sick.
Sandra went to get back to peer her eyes down to continue to watch the TV to not know what to do, she kept worrying, kept cleaning, this was just hurting her.
Sandra then signed to get up to go upstairs to reclean her room to then be to her bed to lay to her side to look out the window to chew at her inner cheek.
They will be here tomorrow, they will be fine, just hope there father doesn't hurt Emily again just because he is angry with me and the situation. It's not fair to the girls, they didn't do anything wrong. I do wish I could protect them. Wish there father could stop being an asshole and we could co parent better.
Sandra went to her back to then eye up to shake her head.
For the rest of the day Sandra kept busy, to be very excited for the next day, she wasn't happy that Diego was late and he blamed traffic which he always had some excuse, seeing the girls Sandra rushed to them to grab up Sarah to kiss her all over her cheek to then go to Emily to bend down to do the same for Emily to say a quick bye to her father to then run inside for Sandra to gather the bag to then turn to go back into the house, she made a giant healthy dinner for the girls and had gotten them gifts the day prior for them to be to the living room to be playing with them, after they had a calming bath each, for Sandra to allow her girls to sleep in her bed, for them to have quickly fell asleep for Sandra to then go through her email to narrow her eyes has she saw something from her lawyer, she went through it to have high anxiety has she read, Diego had told his lawyer the girls had rats in there hair and had poop stains in there underwear, basically lying, Sandra went to the clothes that they went over there with to look through the underwear to not see anything to be completely confused to then go back to the bedroom to reply to her lawyer to then turn off her phone to then lay to her side to look over the girls.
Why is your father lying? I always brush your hair, make sure you have great clothes and are clean.
Sandra made a hard face to then go to her back to place a hand to her eyes to start to breathe heavily has her anxiety went through the roof has she didn't understand Diego and why he had to contact his lawyer about things like that, Sandra signed and hard to go into an anxiety attack which was caused by Diego.