her truth

the weekends with him begin

Has a few weeks went by, Sandra had to let her children go with there father, she was not looking forward to it has she knew he was mad at her and Sandra did not want him to hurt her girls, however through the court he was allowed the weekends even though his knee test result came back week marijuana, however Diego's lawyer said it was due to CBD oil into the skin which there was no results for that has being an actual thing also the lies continued. Sandra's lawyer also did not fight for the truth to be given has Diego should have just had a few hours with the girls on a Saturday, however there was nothing Sandra could do and even her lawyer said not to fight this.
Come that Friday, Diego was going to come any minute, the girls were excited to see there father after a month for Sandra to be worrying about this, getting a text she then took in a deep breathe to have packed a bag to get the girls ready for them to leave, after they left Sandra went upstairs to look through the window to see the girls run to him and to see Diego look really happy to shake her head.
He could have talked to the girls for the month this was going on and nothing, Sandra then watched the car leave to then go downstairs to feel really lonely, this was over whelming her a bit, she worried over her girls like crazy, she also knew her ex moved somewhere but didn't know where, he wouldn't tell her lawyer and his office didn't really seem to care so Sandra didn't know where her babies were going and what made it more lonely was her father had gone to the hospital due to his health issues, Sandra then started to clean and deep clean the house has she didn't know what else to do.
Finally cleaning everything, Sandra was to the couch to be eyeing over the television to be watching very sad movies to be crying, she really missed her girls, Sandra was not used to this at all and she felt like pieces of her heart was missing.
Sandra then went to her back to place her arms over her eyes to groan. There was nothing for her to do, she cleaned her house top to bottom, she even looked for more stable jobs to place in resumes and try to find a job that fits her children schedule which was a difficulty.
Sandra then took her arms to place under her head to look to the ceiling to sign.
I really hope you Emily and Sarah are okay, I really wish I knew where you guys were. Why couldn't I know that? There father knows where I live, I just want to know where they are.
Sandra's chin started to quiver for her to close her eyes to start to cry again.
Staying up late, Saturday was very empty, there was nothing to do, no one to take care of, Sandra was better at taking care of other people then herself, Sandra didn't really need much, the day went very slow, she couldn't wait until her girls came back on Sunday.
Sandra mostly for that day re cleaned things, so the laundry, cleaned the kitchen, made sure get father was okay has she texted him, tried to keep her maybe occupied has much has she could and tried to do things to make time go quicker, eventually the day did come and went for Sunday to roll around, by the time he was suppose to be there to drop off the girls, he was late, she texted him to get no answer for Emily to eventually come bursting through the door to go straight to her mother to hug her and hard to look up at her with a smile.
"I miss you so much mama!"
Sandra took in a deep relieved breathe has she was about to call the police to then hug her daughter to look up has Diego came to the porch to have Sarah in his arm who was awake to be reaching out to her, Sandra let Emily go to then go to him to grab the bag to then grab Sarah to place her to hip to eye over.
"You were late."
Diego scoffed.
"And. There was traffic!" Diego said in a tone to then turn to leave, Sandra shook her head to then roll her eyes to shut the door to lock to then take off Sandras shoes and jacket to place in the closet to then start dinner, sitting down Sandra looked over her girls to smile has they ate.
"So did you two have a great time. Was Abu there?"
The girls nodded for Emily to eye over Sandra.
"They are living with daddy in a huge house.  We have bunk beds, dad sleeps on the bottom and we're on the top. I wasn't too happy with him this morning."
Sandra looked to her daughter a bit concerned.
"Why?"
"Daddy gave me a bath this morning and when he was trying to place on my pants he held me down on my stomach, it really hurt, I was happy when Abu came in and made him stop, he then left for a bit before he came to get Sarah and me."
Sandra's eyes widened to then look down to breathe deep.
"I'm..... Sorry that happened. Did you tell him it hurt."
"He didn't care. Just happy when he left and abu saved me and now I'm really happy I'm home with you mommy."
Sandra made a real hard face to sign.
She didn't like that Diego was acting like that, she could see he was probably mad, he did have an anger problem and she didn't like he was doing that to there girls, they did not deserve that.
Sandra then placed her hand to her neck to rub to not be happy with this arrangement, that Diego got to see the girls every other weekend, especially if he was going to be like that to the kids.
Sandra signed has there was nothing she could do.