her truth

my stupidity

Sandra and Diego talked for a moment for Diego to then look about the car with a face.
"Yeah I don't think I can fix this."
Sandra right after her accident what going through a state of shock which lead her to shake, she then looked down in worry, she didn't have another car, she needed to go to work, her father needed to go to appointments the girls needed to go places, she then started to really freak out.
"Are you sure?"
Diego then stopped before the door to move his head back and forth to consider.
"I possibly could hit these dents out, but the rest not much I can do. Will have to see. Mmm..... Let's go and talk more in my car."
Sandra looked over Diego to make a face.
Brita told her not to do that, Sandra placed her hand to her neck.
He is the father to my kids. He's not going to do anything, were semi in public here.
Sandra signed to then nod.
Diego smirked ruthlessly to then turn for a very shocked Sandra to follow.
She then couldn't help but break down a bit has the walk to his car.
"You know this accident was not my fault, the girls were not with me, please don't take them away from me. They need me and....."
Sandra stopped short to sign to then get in the car after Diego went into the driver's side to reach over to open, she then sat down to hang her head to be picking her nails.
She was terrified that Diego was going to use this to take her girls from her.
Diego laid his head back to the seat to eye over her being very chilled with red eyes, Sandra was not aware he had been smoking pot.
"Sandra...... This was an accident, you need to chill."
Sandra kept shaking to dart her eyes to then turn her head to look to the car.
"So can it be fixed?"
Diego darted his eyes over Sandra to smile.
"I can get out some of the dents, like I said have to wait for the other things."
Sandra signed.
"Okay..... I'm sorry I'm laying this on you, just I need that car, need to go to work and....."
Sandra turned her head back to look over Diego who started to laugh.
"You don't have to work, you chose too."
Sandra looked to him confused.
"Well I need to stop I can pay for things, my dad can't just cover everything. Feel bad now that he has too pay more then half."
"That's your doing though."
Sandra took in a deep breathe to turn her head to look forward to make a face.
"When would you be able to look at the car?"
"I can come back tomorrow."
Sandra nodded.
"Okay. We can see each other tomorrow then."
"Wait......"
Sandra took in a deep breathe to turn her head to look to Diego.
"Yes?"
"I need to know. Are you seeing any one else?"
Sandra made a confused face.
"No."
"Good, I don't want any men around my kids."
"Diego, I'm not at all thinking about relationships right now. Trying to get things settled for the girls."
Diego nodded.
"You're a good mom Sandra."
Sandra made a face to turn her head forward.
"Thank you."
"I mean it. You are a great mother."
Sandra started to take in deep breathes to start to feel weird in this situation.
"Thank you Diego. I do appreciate that "
Sandra then looked down to furrow her brow has Diego placed his hand to her leg.
Sandras heart was thumping unevenly in her chest she was like a deer caught in a bright light. She really didn't know what to do, didn't help she was really afraid of Diego and she just got into a major car accident.
Diego then went closer to lift up her shirt then bra to start to lick at her nipples to eye up, Sandra took in very deep breathes to start to shake, she really didn't know what to do, Diego played with her nipples for a moment to then place everything away to then move back to eye forward.
"Like any guy could do that to you." He laughed.
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to look to the side to hate herself.
Why didn't you tell him no! Why didn't you tell him to stop! This is your fault! You're leading him on!
Sandra made a pained face has dark thoughts want through her mind.
"Um.....I need to go, check on the girls and all."
Diego turned his head with it pressed against the back to eye over.
"Can I...... Come up?"
He'll no!!!!
Sandra looked to Diego with a very soft look.
"That will just confuse the girls, Diego I've had a really bad day, I need to take care of them and myself, but I'll see you tomorrow?"
Diego narrowed his eyes to then roll them to eye forward.
"I'll be back tomorrow "
"Diego, thank you for this."
Diego nodded for Sandra to then get out to step away to watch him leave to gulp and hard to wrap her arms about herself to grit her teeth to eye down.
Brita told you not to get in that car....... You deserved that. What is wrong with you!
Sandra signed to look up to eye Diego fully leave in his mother's van, to then turn to go inside to check on the kids to be thinking about what just happened, to then go downstairs to call her older sister.
"Hello?"
Sandra took in a deep breathe to then talk to get to tell her everything, except what Diego did to her nipples, she was ashamed.
"Well Sandra there is nothing he can do, he can't take away the girls, this was an accident, everyone gets in accidents."
"I know I know, I'm just scared. He said he'll be back tomorrow to fix it."
"That's good, you two can be civil."
Sandra signed.
"Yeah guess so."
"Okay well I'm tired, I'll talk to you more tomorrow."
Sandra nodded to then turn off the phone to make a real hard face to go straight upstairs to go to the shower to take a hot one to rub very hard with soap all over her body she felt dirty.
When she came back she couldn't help but to laugh, Emily came in to then move her body under the blankets too settle in for Sandra to look to the side to see Sarah come in to then do the same, Sandra smiled to then go to lay to the side to know she shouldn't be co sleeping with her children but she needed them has much has they needed her.